Listen before I go - Yoonmin ✓

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"Take me to the convenience store." I said as I grip my phone tightly.

Yoongi only hummed and drove me there.

We had an argument, and I just told him stop talking and ordered him to take me to the convenience store.

That has a rooftop.

The ride was silent. No one dared to talk. Until his phone made a sound.

Hobi♡♡♡ calling...

I saw the corner of his lips tugged upward. He smiled...

He declined the call and parked the car near the convenience store.

I opened the door and didn't even glance at him. Nor bid goodbye.

I walked to the rooftop and sat on the edge of it.

Korea looks great from here...

But heaven looks even more calming.

Every places that we went to. The little things we did. Those kisses, hugs, arguments.

Those dates every Saturday. Cuddles every Tuesday, Sunday

Shouldn't I just at least leave a letter? Or a message?

Whatever...

I pressed the 'voice mail' button.
I sighed.

"Hyung, are you doing good? I hope you are."

"I hope you're okay. Don't be sad. Don't be like me."

"Well, I kinda wish you would come... But it's okay if you don't."

"But if you want to, um, be hurry, cause I'm leaving soon."

"I'll give you 5 minutes. Sharp." I sent it and waited for him.

What did I say about us marrying each other again? That we'll have twins. One girl, one boy.

And then we'll have a big house. Really big.

And then he'll write songs for our children. And for me, too.

You met Hoseok then you felt like you write songs for him, not me.

Well, you did.

Third person's POV

Yoongi drove to Hoseok's flat. As he was about to park it already, his phone beeped and saith that he has a voice mail.

He checked it first, then almost turned off his phone when he saw that it was just Jimin.

But he listened to it.

"Hyung, are you doing good? I hope you are."

He said many more things, but Yoongi already understands it.

He threw his phone and started going back to the convenience store.

He wouldn't mind if people calls him a mad man. He needs to save Jimin. His Jimin.

(A/N: eat my shit.)

After 4 and 46seconds, he arrived and ran to the rooftop.

4 and 53 seconds

He saw the door and kicked it.

"Jimin!" He shouted. The younger looked at him, eyes full of tears.

"H-hyung..." He called.

Yoongi tried to get him far from the edge, but Jimin only moved closer to the edge.

"Jimin---- No! Stop!" He shouted and Jimin only shake his head.

"I'm sorry. Please stop that. No. Stop it. Please. Sorry."

Jimin chuckled, as the cold breeze touches his skin.

"Hyung, 'sorry' can't save me now."

"It's just that there's no way out. But down there... there is."

Jimin stepped backwards.

And Yoongi ran to him and held his hand.

"Jimin. No. Please no." He cried and pulled Jimin to the floor.

He pulled Jimin to hug him. Tight. Like, Jimin's leaving and never coming back.

"Jimin. S-stop." He stuttered and stopped Jimin from squirming around, trying to free himself.

"Stop! Hyung, let me go!" He shouted and squirmed more.

Yoongi only cried harder and a thought entered his mind.

Is Jimin really hurting that much that he can kill his self?

Jimin squirmed and Yoongi wanted to punch the shit out of his self.

"For fuck's sake, you can go down, but use the stairs!" Yoongi shouted on the top of his lungs, and Jimin flinched stopped.

"You can go down, but use the stairs, you dumbshit!" He said once again and Jimin only stayed silent.

"D-don't jump and use the stairs! Walk! You're so lazy that you can't even use the stairs!"

He hugged Jimin only tighter, and Jimin slowly hugged back.

Yoongi hugged Jimin while sobbing his eyes out.

Despite the floor being cold, they stayed like that. Hugging each other tight like someone's gonna steal them.

"J-Jimin please d-don't l-leave. P-please." He stuttered. Jimin only cried harder.

"I-I won't." He answered and buried his face on Yoongi's shoulders.

"I'm s-sorry. A-and I-I love you."

"I-I love y-you, too."

With that, Yoongi woke up.

Dreaming of his lover.

Who has been dead for the past 2 years.

He said he won't, but he did.

He felt numb.

That he even jumped off the rooftop just to feel anything.

But sadly, he didn't.

He still felt numb.

Unlike what his lover is feeling.

And now Yoongi pays the price.