Life As We Know It

Chapter 1: More Then you Could even Fathom

Life as we know it funny how I say that because when u sit and think about it Do you really know life at all? Did u really ever stop and think tomorrow, tomorrow could be the day everything ends my life, my existence, my breath, my so caring heartbeat, everything just gone faster than u can imagine. Well I have I like to think of it this way when I'm gone life as we know it will go on as it has too. Yes people will grieve and I will be remembered, but what exactly will I be remembered by. Again I start to think me as the individual person I am what have I done despite all my flaws all my mistakes and all the complications, in which only make me human. Truly what impact have I made and then I think to myself my family, my friends, my hopes, my dreams these are some of many things that when I'm gone I will leave behind with me. My family are those who have made me who I am. They taught me all my rights from wrongs, my right and my left, my life lessons, my knowledge, my inspiration. My family is the world to me and that means more to me then anyone on this planet could even begin to fathom. I leave them behind knowing that in my absence there is hope, there is love, there is the on going reassurance that there will always be someone to have your back. The love I share with my family is priceless and I couldn't tell you how much it means to have had the time I did and the memories I made with these amazing people. My family is caring, honest, generous, definitely funny and some times a pain in the ass but would I regret a single person...never, for it is there love for me and the comfort of a home that supported me through all my time or youth and age and I couldn't be more grateful. Then is my friends. My loving, caring, weird, understanding, totally crazy, somewhat nerdy best friends. I don't know what I would have done without them. They always through that they needed me but what they never knew is how much I needed them. My friends we not only people who I could talk to, share secrets with , laugh with, create memories with and understand but they were my family. They were always there when I needed them most. My friends were people that if I needed anything no matter what it was they would drop whatever there doing and come to my rescue. Funny how I say rescue actually because my friends did rescue me, I guess you could say they were my super hero's they saved me from myself. My friends and me never had a dull moment. Laughing ha how I remember all the laughed Iv had with my best friends. I could not even begin the thank my friends for their support, trust and loyalty. For these I am eternally grateful. I love all of you because I don't know if I ever said this enough.