Chapter one

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* Apartment door closes *

Me:Antwan were the hell you beeeen !!!????

Antwan:Chill I was just chilling with my cuz ! Damn bae.

Me:Nawl nigga don't bae me , it's 3:00 in the got damn morning and you "chilling with yo bros".

I said rolling my neck

Antwan : I was ,we're else would I be ? Come on now baby you know I wouldn't do you like that .

He said walking up to me
I bagged back

Me:I don't know nigga you tell me , were the fuck yo rat ass would be at 3:00 in the got damn morning . I ain't got time for this shit ,you know what sleep yo ass on the couch this morning I'm taking my ass to sleep I gotta go to work later on  .

Antwan is my boyfriend he's tall ,dark skinned , skinny , and has waves man I tell you he a whole package deal . I love him with all my heart ,we've been together for like 2 years . But still that nigga make me wanna kill him, he cheated on me before .... but I forgave him . I mean he won't do it again right ? Adleast I think that , but deep down I'm kinda hurting because he's showing up late , not returning calls , or even texts . Maybe I'm just tripping I don't know maybe he was with the bros chilling & smoking.Thats still not good though , this nigga can never keep a job . I'm the one who pays most of the bills around here , all he do is  party with the little money he got . I'm glad we don't have any kids because woooo  that would be all hell .

*In the morning , May 29*

It's just a regular ole day , I get up ,eat,get in the shower ,& get ready to go to work and school .Even though I'm tired as hell for staying up all night ,them tables ain't got serve  they self ,and I need to finish college ,plus I gotta catch the bus . Good thing I stay in the suburbs so it's not that far .Antwan messed up my last car so now I gotta catch the bus , all his bros do is drive him around so I guess he "good".
I went to work and school , it went by pretty fast ;it was Friday and I was on the bus on my way home . My bestie Asia called me up.

Asia:Carmen you been in the house too much , you coming to Simones party you promised you would ? Come on that rapper ty and a couple other rappers gone be there .

Me:Yeahhh I guesss , but you gotta pick me up & im not drinking !

Asia:Alright bet I'll be there at 8

Me and Asia been besties since senior year in high school , she my dawg forreal. If I ever come calling she gone run , and that's just that on that .Me and my bestie do have our own little side hustle , we sell snacks and sweets and stuff . That's basically my fun money all my other money goes to the bills .Asia is dark skinned , kinda about my height , has red braces , and a tattoo on her shoulder . You would think we act alike but we don't , she's more outgoing , known , fights a lot , and all that other hype shit .Me on the other hand I'm pretty much laid back , chill , quiet , not really with that partying shit . The only reason I'm going to a party today is because it's been months , other than that I wouldn't be going .

 The only reason I'm going to a party today is because it's been months , other than that I wouldn't be going

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