I'm supposed to be working on my senior project paper but I can't. I'm not feeling motivated, I had an anxiety attack a while ago. I've just been feeling really low of myself a lot recently, physically and mentally. I don't feel hungry anymore but I still eat just not as much I guess. I'm really tired and all I want to do is sleep but I don't want to sleep. Why do we have to do the senior project when the school knows that it just stresses us out. I feel like a failure, just a disappointment to everyone. I'm not pretty, I can't be myself, I'm not smart, I'm just a lazy butt. I procrastinate too much, I have no will power. I can't just say no I just feel horrible, I'm just a horrible human being. I don't understand why I'm here. I feel like if I leave everyone would be happier and better without me.
