And here it comes again, his depressing episode. He wasn't like this when he was small... or whenever he was high. He really loves being happy or even manic. The energy and happiness just fills him all the way up. Most of the time he feels really happy around him, but sometimes even the boy can't help him to feel happy. Drugs always did. He could always rely on them. There were really depressed parts of his life when he couldn't get out of bed and when he couldn't bare to exist at all... But there were perfect moments when he was manic and he was dancing and jumping around the house for the whole day, great music was playing in the whole house and he was filled by energy and happiness. He really enjoys these moments, but he really loves the moments with drugs as well. Drugs made him happy, not manic just really happy... he could fly in the air for 3 hours, he could smile from left ear to the right ear and feel really good. Then when the drugs spotted working he would feel the pain and the suffering so he eats more and more, but then one day the boy said 'stop taking the drugs it's not you' and he stopped for some time. But then the boy kinda disappeared for some time and he fell in the hole again. Don't worry the boy didn't leave for longer then a week, but he wasn't feeling good without him... Good thing is that now he decided that is time to stop. Now he got no drugs or the boy around so he is depressed and all he wants to do is sleep until he dies.
