Complicated love💖 (smut if suggested)

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Deku had stayed up all night and hadn't eaten for the past three nights. No matter what he could not fall asleep- or eat, he was busy...thinking about something. It constantly kept him up all night.
DEKU'S POV
"Wake up fucking nerd!" I hear moments before I get a slap to my face, (ow) I fell asleep on my desk during class.... I look up to see Kacachan's angry face staring at me, "WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT BASTARD?" Kacachan punches me-

I wake up for the second fucking time...my body is much weaker at the moment so it makes sense how kacachan knocked me out so easily. I'm laying down this time in a room I know very well, the infirmary. I've gotten hurt so many times that I basically have a photographic memory of this place. I open my eyes to see kacachan staring very close to me, I think he might've poked me a few times checking if I was alive. As soon as I opened my eyes kacachan quickly moved his head, I probably surprised him. In that exact moment the dumbass (Yes deku curses but only in his mind) leaned closer instead of away. Well. In conclusion. Our lips touched I tried to resist but I couldn't he was holding my head to his lips... WHAT Kacachan is kissing me!? I thought. I didn't expect this. I didn't like it. It felt like it lasted forever. My heart belonged to someone else.

Bakugo's POV
I couldn't control myself, what was a mishap turned into something...well something else. I let go of him after I felt him resting. It was so short, but I'm not that much of an asshole to force him to make out with me. I'm not a fucking rapist.

Deku's POV
"w-what the h-hell kacachan...?" I questioned him as I heard some gasps coming from behind me. Denki, Kirishima, Ochako, and Todoroki were all sitting on a bench outside the door which was open...they all were waiting for me...? Kacachan stood there with cheeks red as a tomato 🍅 and went to go sit down with the others, "uhm what was that?!" I heard Kirishima ask Kacachan in the background. The nurse walked him from the other room, "Ahh you finally woke up, now eat this rite away!" She shoved a cup of apple sauce in my face, I quickly sat up and ate it. It felt weird to eat I've never gone this long without eating before.

Bakugo's POV
Fuck, fuck, motherfucker, FUCKKKK ajjfjsjsfjaj I messed up. I can't just act without reason like that! I didn't even have a reason. Now they think I'm in love with the fucking nerd. It's all his fault! I'll never be able to get through to Kirishima now, and I thought I had a chance. I missed how his lips felt,it felt real to me,I just wanted to kiss someone again, but NOT Deku WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE DEKU...But I enjoyed it..? No. Yes I did. No I didn't. What I did doesn't change anything..if only the dream I had about Shitty hair was real. If only.
Gah just thinking about hair for brains makes me hard.

Deku's POV
I was still in shook about what kacachan did..d-does he like me...? D-does that explain why he treats me like t-that?? H-how long has this been going o-on...? I wiped a few grains of.. sugar? Or salt off my.. forehead?
I felt my face get hot in embarrassment

I got up and out from the bed eagerly and grabbed my backpack, hold on. ? . I just realized now I was wearing a slightly oversized navy blue tee shirt instead of the top part of my uniform. I opened my bag to see it neatly folded inside. "What..?" The nurse came back in, "Leaving already? Oh okay cya tomorr-" I interrupted her, "Did I come in with this shirt?" She paused for a minute, "no you were wearing your uniform when one of your classmates carried you here-no wait you were floating..? No definitely being carried." I didn't think about how I even got to this room, it doesn't matter. I don't remember anything anyways from when I was asleep. Maybe kacachan carried me..?
I ran out of the office quickly to my dorm, my legs were sore. I still hardly had any energy left. But one thing I knew is that I needed to confront Kacachan. I pulled out the keys from my backpack and unlocked the door, as I walked into my room before I could close the door behind me, I felt a hand covering my mouth, I tried to move or yell for help but I couldn't, they were too strong and I was too weak at this moment, "Shut up Deku, I can't let anyone know I'm here." Kacachan removed his hand from my mouth as the closed the door quietly behind us. "K-kacachan, i-if you had feelings for me I'd rather if you told me instead of-" I tried to explain to him. "I said SHUT UP" Kacachan whispered yelled at me.

Bakugo's POV
I'm in his room, now what? I need to explain everything to him now. UGH he won't shut up I can't think . I scoff, "I said SHUT THE FUCK UP" I whisper yelled at him. There was a bit of silence as I collected my thoughts, "I-I need to talk to you about s-something."