Two-faced

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I lost myself at an early age,
My mind is split
Where is my sanity?
I never asked for it
Where is my humanity?
It's fading bit by bit
Just like the moon
I'm two faced.
I'm always disturbed
I feel like I'm misplaced
One tells me to chill
And one tells me to kill
I'm so mentally ill
Everything is going downhill.

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So this one talks about my Bipolar disorder, either I'm in a state of a really numb depression or I'm in a maniac episode,  both are bad to deal with because I get angry in a split second with slightest thing when on a maniac episode, and I lose all energy and motivation when in a depressive episode.

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