Sometimes I wonder why I am awake right now why I have so much control and choice in my life, at times it can be frustrating. I love my self and life. Guess you can say I am bored with my self and need something to do with myself. I need my flow of wonder. I want more out of life. I want to be socially cool. Guess I can watch my old videos to see how I was or who I was. Did that but did not come with anything from it. Perhaps all the videos I made and put on YouTube were nothing. I saw them, now they are just embarrassing.
