Times of Death (Jamie Campbell Bower fan fic)

Chapter 13: Time of Death...

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Kylie's P.O.V.

I ran for a while until I ended up at the Empire State Building which just so happened to be my favorite building in New York. I needed someone. I can't just be alone. But then again maybe I should just think this all through.

Who am I kidding? I don't need to think this through, I've already got this all figured out. Jace doesn't love me anymore. Maybe he never had.

The more I talked to myself about this, the more screwed up I got about it. I walked inside and pushed my way into the elevator that went straight to the top.

I waited a few minutes as the elevator slowly crawled up. It was quite an uncomfortable situation. I was squished in between tourists as they talked in hushed voices. Mostly about how their trips were going or what attraction they were stopping at next.

We finally arrived at the top and they all flooded out and on the ground. It was around sunset so they were probably the last ones to go up before everyone would leave and go back to their hotels. There was still a few stragglers but nothing crazy. I went to the corner that is farthest away from everyone there.

A small gust of wind blew across my skin, blowing my hair out behind me. This would actually be a pretty awesome scene if my heart wasn't broken.

I felt a light tap on my shoulder and I spun around to find Cameron standing there.

"Oh. Hey Cam..." I said wiping my eyes, just now realizing that I had been crying. I turned back towards the city and away from him.

"Are you okay? I don't think I've ever seen you cry haha." He said, weakly trying to make a joke. "But seriously, are you okay?" He asked, stepping next to me, up to the railing. I let out a weak laugh and wiped my eyes once more.

"No. I'm not okay. My boyfriend who I thought I would be with for the rest of my life I don't think loved me anymore and all day he has been falling all over this girl." I said quietly but loud enough for Cameron to hear, my voice shaking occasionally.

Cameron tried many times to cheer me up, all times failing. We ended up just talking about the music we have been listening to lately and stuff like that. When the last group of tourists left, did we realize it was 10:30.

"Shit. I have to get home before my mom beats me. You comin?" Cameron asked as he backed towards the elevator. I let out a small sigh and stared out towards the city that still glowed with light.

"Nah. I'll probably chill here for a little while. I don't want to go back yet." I offered him a small but weak smile and looked back at him. He didn't seem very convinced but he left with an 'okay I guess I'll see you tomorrow'.

I was alone up here now, thank god. I could finally do what was planned. I climbed up on top of the small fence and threw my legs over the railing so that the only thing keeping me from falling was my ass on the rail.

This was it. I didn't want to be here anymore. I know it sounds dumb that I'm doing this over a guy. But...this isn't just any guy. This is Jace we are talking about. The guy who said we were destined to be together. The guy who called me his everything. The guy who doesn't love me like he loved me yesterday. The guy who shattered my heart. The guy who doesn't care anymore.

So, I have a pretty fucking good reason for this. And nothing is going to stop me.....

And then I fell.

As I did, all the memories and the pain and feeling flashed through me. And I was happy I was going to die. I was happy I didn't have to feel these feelings anymore. I am happy I don't have to be here anymore.

My vision started to fade out but my senses were still working. And the last thing I felt thing I felt was the air being knocked out of my body. And then it all went black.

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