My friends were asking what's wrong. They knew something terrible had happened. I shut them out. I shut the world out.
I talked to myself out loud. Pacing back and forth waiting for nana.
"My Dad has left me. He's gone. Now, Addie is surely gone. I didn't even have the last words I wanted to have with my little baby sister. I love her so much. And I won't be able to come home from a bad day and see her beautiful face and smile. She was the light that pushed my dark away. And my mom. My mom the one who raised me and who was always there for me. The last words I said to her was I hate you. I was so mad at her. I might not ever be able to change my last words to her. Ever again. I hope I can fix this. Maybe if she's still in response when I get there I can tell her, 'I love you so much mom. Please don't go. Please stay with me for the rest of my life. I need you mom. You are the only person in my life I have left now. You can't go mom. Stay Please stay. Please push through this.' I'm scared that I'd be alone. I'd never forgive myself. I can't fight what depression will come from this."
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My Worst Nightmare
Cerita PendekA short story. A dream. No ordinary once upon a time. I loose hope. I need to clench on to be there in time. Will I make it? (Not true, sorry for some spelling errors! Tell me thoughts!)