Finding Who I Am (A True Story)

The Struggle And The Climb

So it all started in 5th grade when I went to my school councilor after school to tell her that I wanted to kill myself and had almost done it at least 9 times before then naturally she called my parents then my grandmother my grandmother came first and I burst in to tears my dad arrived next and then my mom I was the most nervous with my mom because I thought she was mad because she literally looked pissed at me after my parents talked with the councilor and I talked with my grandma we all went to the hospital I told this nice lady everything about why I was feeling this way I told her how alone I was and how I felt I didn't fit in my skin she went out of the room and a little bit later she came back in and told me that I was going to go to peach-ford and explained that an ambulance would be there to get me in a little wile I asked my mom what peach-ford was after the lady went out of the room and she told me that it was a mental hospital I freaked out a little because I wasn't crazy and I thought they where gonna put me in a straight jacket but my mom said that wasn't gonna happen and they where just gonna help me and get me better after an hour the lady came back in with a plastic bag and a hospital gown I had to take everything but my under things off even my earrings and give my mom my iPod after another hour these guys came in with a gurney and strapped me in I said my goodbyes and they put me in the ambulance we where driving and it was really odd because I was strapped down and I kept slipping down a little and then my nose was itchy and it sucked any who we got to the beginning place and I was scared bc I thought that was where we where staying but it was just like a waiting place and I got to call my mom and talk to her after a little bit these people came in and took me to a new building and I was put in a room they gave me a pillow sheets and another hospital gown because those things show ya butt anyways then they came in and took me to a little class room and gave me dinner after that they gave me stuff for the bathroom and I did all that and went to sleep.