Matthew Gray Gubler/ Spencer Reid Oneshots

Sad Songs (SR)

I walk into the BAU with headphones in, straight to my desk. When I put my stuff down, I sit and down and start working on paperwork. We always have paperwork to finish when we get interrupted for cases. I look up through my eyelashes, Morgan is walking towards me, saying something. I can't hear him but I see his lips moving. Luckily he doesn't think I noticed him so I push my hair behind my ear to show my headphone cord. He stops and stands there.

Morgan's POV
Something is up with Sarah. I saw her working on paperwork then I noticed she had her headphones in. No wonder she didn't hear me saying her name. She always takes her headphones off if she has them on. I see Garcia and I stop her.

"Garcia, something is up with Sarah."

"What do you mean?"

"She has headphones in,"

"I'm not a profiler, that doesn't seem off to me."

"If she has them she usually takes them off when she comes in. She doesn't leave them on."

"Let's investigate. Text her and when her phone screen lights up I'll look at what she's listening to."

"Good idea. Show time," she walks away and I text Sarah asking if she wanted coffee. Garcia walked back.

"What was she listening to?"

"Dean Lewis,"

"Who?"

"I don't know. A song called Be Alright,"

"Never heard of it," then I notice pretty boy. Great, he really likes her. I think he's in love with her but he can't handle the thought of something happening to her. He calls me at midnight panicking about a nightmare about her.

"Hi Morgan, hi Garcia. What's going on?"

"We're investigating Sarah," Garcia says. Shit, nows he's going to panic.

"What's wrong with Sarah?"

"Nothing, Reid. It's okay."

"You were acting like it's not nothing be-" I cut Garcia off before he can really panic.

"How about you go listen to that song you were mentioning," I say. She catches on, nods, and walks away. I sit and work on paperwork.

Around 10 minutes later, Garcia texts me.

G- Um, bad news

M- what is it?

G- the song. It's sad, really sad.

After reading that I stand up and walk to her office. When I get in I tell her to play it. When the songs away I continue talking.

"Sarah was listening to that?"

"On repeat,"

"Shit something is wrong."

"What?" We turn around, Spencer. Fuck.

"Wait spen-" he's gone before I can stop him. I follow him and I see the entire thing happen.

Sarah's POV
I see Spencer running towards me. He comes to me and pulls the cord from my phone and the song turns off.

"What the fuck? Spencer?"

"What's wrong?"

"Well you ripped my headphones out so that's pissing me off."

"Why are you listening to sad songs on repeat?"

"How did you...fucking Morgan." I see him standing there watching this whole thing happen.

"Sarah," I look back and I see Spencer on his knees with tears welling up. "Please."

"Spencer," I take a deep breath, "I have clinical depression. I've had it my whole life and sometimes listening to a sad song on repeat helps me. I'm not in any danger right now I'm just having a bad day. That's all," I say, brushing a tear off his cheek.

"Please, don't leave me," he says more tears falling.

"Spence, Spencey. I will never leave you," I say pushing his hair out of his face.

"I love you," I kiss his forehead.

"I love you too," he leans forward and pushes his lips against mine. We hear clapping and see Morgan and Garcia celebrating. I roll my eyes and kiss him again. "I'm never leaving you Spencer Reid."

"And I won't let you."