Uchi deshi in training..

1st pov (logic based on my senseis book about uchi deshi in america)

I broke up with this guy a few months back. We were two weeks from our first anniversary. I started hardcore being an Uchi Deshi after that. And here i am failing.. They cant date anyone until they are a black belt. They can go on one date if they win a tournament match.

We go five or more days a week.. And study our katas, japanese language, and moves.
My ex friend who is a butt now, but wasnt back when we were friends.

Broke me and that first guy up because last year i was in a really dark place while dating that guy and in january it started getting better because i had a huge love for karate. But always been scared to try.

Ex friend - Joshua
Ex Boyfriend - Rocco
Karate friends that are girls - Emma, and Zoe
Karate friends that are guys- Jason, Connor, and Will
Camp friends: Walker
Senseis: Dale, Karl
Shihans: Saiko
Senpais: Will, Josh, David

(Different joshes)

When i started i didnt really like kickboxing. The first day i actually cried bc i thought punching was awkward and id do it wrong so i was scared... and that ended up with me crawing under the bar to sit by my mom. At the time i asked her something and i thought she replied with i paid for this months classes so your gonna do them. And i felt bad and guilty and sad and everything ever.

I was with a different school system at the time to.

Right when June 5th hit my life changed drastically.

Joshua broke me and Rocco up

I had multiple crushes at once

I felt happier

And was focused on being an uchi deshi.

On the 9th i went to a week long camp. And met a guy i never intended to like, but fell for named Walker. Around July 25th me and him started dating because he really liked me and i didnt think abt uchi deshi or my parents wishes to not date...

So i regret starting to date him so mindlessly.. but every text from him makes me happy even tho he falls asleep first.. has a busy life and can never text back and when he can forgets to check his phone or reply... and he was gonna call me but six hours later he was asleep and we didnt get to.

I mean this still hurts and we cant hang till december... but thats okay.. right? Im just happy with him because i love his personality and humor and eyes and hair and his voice and how nice he was to me before we even met.

Here we are now August 30th

I have a huge crush on this one guy ive liked for a few years and ive known him since i was 8. Jason. But i didnt karate till this year. So hes a green belt and im yellow. I would try to get the orange belt this coming promotion but i think ill fail