I Don't Know

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I Don’t Know

You left me when I needed your arms,

when I needed you most.

You said you would be there for me,

yet another lie on the post.

Like how I feel,

how I feel like just another girl.

Just another nick in that belt,

it makes me hurl.

It sucks that you’re so hot,

and amazingly kind.

Cause although I try,

your always on my mind.

I will always love you,

my hate will remain forever.

You’ll always be welcome,

but forgive you, never!

The memories you left,

hurt me everyday.

You bring it up,

I walk away.

You’ve already moved on,

she’s a complete bitch.

I hope you get used,

and never get hitched.

The way you made me laugh,

the way you cared.

It kills me to see,

you and her paired.

Whether now or not,

or soon enough.

The thought of it,

makes extremely it tough.

For me to be around you,

is always a test.

Because you not mine anymore,

But now out for the rest.

It’s a challenge,

to be brave.

Sometimes its just to difficult,

And its just to grave.

I wish you’d go away

and leave me in peace.

Cease to exist,

and give me release.

You haven’t destroyed me yet,

don’t get a big head.

But remember that time,

we lay naked in bed.

We had something special,

we have history.

We worked for a reason,

There is no mystery.

Our past will always be there,

This is your mistake.

Im just too good for you,

And I won’t be replaced.

I hope you feel guilty,

you’re putting me through hell.

I think you have a conscience,

cause you cope far to well.

So this is the end,

I won’t tell a lie.

I hate you, because I love you,

for now, goodbye.

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