I'll tell you one thing. Everything is wrong. How things work, how people treat others, and why things are the way they are. But i guess its just my opinion, right? People would say my opinion don't matter and i don't have a choice. I believe i should. Everything matters. People's opinion, what they think, What they know. I mean come on. Do you agree with me?
Its like people hate my guts. Even if i do somehting nice and wonderful for them. And what drive's me up a wall, is well i guess everything. I'm not going into detail but i think you get what i mean. Some ask why i am the why i am. I don't really have an good answer but " if you knew my life, you would know." well thats my answer with out telling all my buiness. People say things are the way they are cause it has to be. Well, no. It doesn't. they just make it that way. If i had the courage to stand in front of everybody and tell them what i think and how thing's should really be, wow. what a dream that would be.
But i don't. so i can't and i won't. Besides, my opinion doesn't matter.
I wish things were to dissappear. Some, not all. Others would ask why do i look down, or deppressed even. I would tell you but, i don't know how i would put it in a way for you to understand me with out thinking i may be crazy. My parents always say i should be grateful for what i have instead of being one of those kids out on the street ust ruining there lives. They dream of me going to college and just living the dream. well, sorry to burst the happy moment but when i'm 18. Im moving out. I have it all planned. But hey. While i'm still young, i'm going to have all the fun i can, or try to atleast.
