Heart shaped kisses

Vent

:)

So I feel actually quite selfish for leaving you guys in the dark a little bit

Lately I've been not myself and I feel as though that's affecting my writing

I know that I can do better and I think that's why I feel it's right to take a break for a short while

Only until I feel I'm better

I've been down lately and I've been contemplating discontinuing my story as it's not actually doing very good

I'm so so soooo grateful for your love and support and I feel like it's the most love I'm going to get from people

(other than my family of course)

But things have just been stressing me out lately and I don't want that to make my writing any worse than it already is

I do love writing a lot

But I don't think I'm very good at it at the moment

I feel like this is somewhat a vent

I don't usually vent to people much because I mostly keep to myself in hopes it keeps me my lively self

I know I have people who care about me but right now I feel like I'm prioritizing their problems more than my own

I was told that I care too much about what people think about me and maybe that's why I feel this way

I don't like making people upset or dropping my feelings on them because it's selfish and they don't need that

Idk I just don't want to disappoint anyone

Sorry that this is kind of sad, I'm not intentionally making it that way

I just felt that being honest is the best thing I can do

You already know that I'm super grateful for you all

I hope you understand

Yours truly, Lainey.