Dear Diary,
Tomorrow is the three year anniversary of my parent’s death. I miss them so much. But not only am I saddened, I am also distressed. I know my parents would be very disappointed in me for agreeing to be a servant so fast. But I was in grief; I was not thinking correctly, I just knew I did not want to leave the only place and people I had left. I know my decision has destroyed James and I feel guilt for that every day. It is so painful to see him falling into the person he swore to me he would never be. He sleeps with all of the servants, he never visits his people anymore, he does not even try to help when two servant are fighting. He has not talked to his best friend, Robin, in over a year. He refuses to let anyone get close to him, and I know that it is my fault. It is killing me inside to know that I destroyed him and that I cannot do anything to help. What was so wrong with me that I could not see what would happen if I agreed with his parent’s demands? My only wish is that he will find someone to move on with and that he will forget all about me. I know that will break my heart even more than it already is, but I would rather see him happy with someone else than to see him as this miserable, horrible person.
Only in here,
Vanessa Rose
YOU ARE READING
Happily Ever After
RomanceVanessa was just fifteen when her parents died in a fire. Since that moment, she has been throne into a world full of cleaning, abuse, and standing up for what right. She may not have been born a princess, but she sure down act like one. More than...
