{ irwin }
I am so god damn pissed about everything.
My girlfriend Lizzie just left me and I'm moving to a new state, and going to a new fucking school.
I don't fit in with people at all, I'm so rude and moody and people have a natural instinct to just not like me. I mean I don't blame them, if I met myself I would hate me too. I guess I'm just not a people's person.
My life in Seattle was finally perfect. I have Lizzie, well I had Lizzie. I had my close friends, people who actually accepted me. I also had a great social life.
But of course ashton Irwin's happiness won't fucking last. My mom lost her job, my dad, well I really don't know, my dad left me and my mom when I was a baby so I don't know who the fuck he is. So because my mom lost her job, she couldn't afford our old house, she found a new job, turns out that new job is all the way in god damn way in Florida. Miami to be exact. I have lived here before, and let's just say I don't have a great past in Miami, and where does she find a job,
in fucking Miami.
My girlfriend Lizzie, or she was my girlfriend. shit I should really stop saying that. She was so beautiful, her green eyes, her brown hair, she was like the type of person that you only see in a magazine you know.
She was so different, I like different.
I don't know where she went, people just disappear in my life, everyone that I love either leave me or they get hurt.
I guess girls and me just don't match. I hate myself, I think I always will for what I did.
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Whoa whoa ashton mysterious. I think that's pretty much all i have to say for this
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