Chapter 20

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Jack's Dad's POV

"Jack you have to-" "NO DAD! DONT YOU GET IT! HES GONE! I LOVED HIM AND I LET HIM DIE!" He screamed running into his room. He hadn't gone to school, he never ate, and it was heart breaking that at night I could here him cry. what was I supposed to do? my son was a mess. I sighed and grabbed my keys heading out to work.

Jack's POV

I paced in my room, hadn't even been a month. Just one week and two days. Funeral was terrible and depressing, I couldn't even look at him in the casket, hurt to much. I couldn't, I just couldn't lives like this. I loved him, correction, I love him. I will never stop loving him, he meant everything to me and I let him slip through my fingers. I reached over and turned on my speakers, Mine would be you by Blake Shelton filled my room. I know it's a love song about a guy and a girl, but the story for my situation.

What's your all time high, your good as it gets?

Your hands down best ever make-up sex?

What's your guilty pleasure, your old go to?

Well if you asked me, mine would be you

My hands were shaking. I needed to touch him, kiss him, at least hear his voice.

What's your worst hangover, your best night yet?

Your 90 proof, your Marlboro Red?

The best damn thing you lucked into

That's easy girl, mine would be you

I got up and started to pace again, mumbling the lyrics as they plaid. It hurt, I felt like my body was on fire.

Mine would be you

Sun keeps shining, back road flying

Singing like crazy fools

Making up our own words

Laughing 'til it hurts

Baby, if I had to choose

My best day ever

My finest hour, my wildest dream come true

Mine would be you

Maybe if I, I don't know. I needed him so much! why did he do it? why did he leave? it wasn't fair!

What's your double dare, your go all in?

The craziest thing you ever did?

Plain as your name in this tattoo

Look on my arm, mine would be you

I was going to, I had to. I had nothing left. But I was going to let them know my reasons why. I grabbed pen and paper and started writing as the music got louder.

Mine would be you

Sun keeps shining, back road flying

Singing like crazy fools

Making up our own words

Laughing 'til it hurts

Baby, if I had to choose

My best day ever

My finest hour, my wildest dream come true

Mine would be you

I was crying, my tears making smudges on the paper. I kept going, they had a right to know.

What's the greatest chapter in your book?

Are there pages where it hurts to look?

What's the one regret you can't work through?

You got it baby, mine would be you

Yeah you got it baby, mine would be you

I finished and folded the paper, leaving it on my pillow. I grabbed the tiny bottle in my bathroom and a unfinished beer.

Mine would be you

Taillights fading

Daylight breaking

Standing there like a fool

When I should've been running

Yellin' out something

To make you wanna hold on to

The best love ever

Girl, can you tell me

The one thing you'd rather die than lose?

Cause mine would be you

Mine would be you, you

"I love you Tony" I whispered, and began to chug.

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