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ex pt. 1 | such a romantic story

so i have a boyfriend when i was on the 8th grade. i also have a another boyfriend which is right becoming my ex before, but in this episode i wanna talk about my ex-boyfriend when i was on the 8th grade.

don't wanna mention his name like that so i'm just gonna give him a hidden name, which is blue.

it's just a random name. it doesn't have any correlation with him anyway.

we're start dating at 18th september 2017. i forgot the year but yeah, around that years. i remember exactly the date because it was my birthday date.

my birthday is in 18th march and 18 is my favorite number. he knows it by my friend and decided to ask me out at 18th september which i already know before.

i was really happy that time. even though, my first impression at him was really bad. like, for me, there are three levels.

first, the i like him level. second, i was fine with him. and the third, i was really hate him.

not for no reason, i didn't like him the first time 'cause he looks like he was pretend to be cool all the time but no, he is not.

i also don't like him because he is too hyper kinda thing. too active. he also speak nonsense all the time. it makes me nauseated.

but all my friends they tell me that he likes me. i also close with one of my friend, my guy friend that time. it's just for fun so i didn't take seriously with him.

and blue come in, gimme an offer to a serius relationship.

so i think about it again. and- he is not bad actually.

and yea. we are officially dating at 18th september. i was just think about "it's ok, just do it. if i'm not really fine with this relationship, just stop" so i accept him.

he was a nice boyfriend. a very nice boyfriend to me. i was so lucky that i had him at that time.

he was really nice until i don't know what to talk about. he was nice, i know i've been saying this for forever, but ... he is really never like abused me. he is not. he is really respect me as a women and i really felt gratefull.

but- at the another side, he was very dramatic. at every aspects. he always says like if he being abused by one of his enemy motocycle squad kinda thing.

like if he was being on the accident and was so dramatif all the time.

he is really over protective or jealousy and that things. the only one who is stupid here is me, because i'm just like following everything he said. i'm so stupid that time.

i wasn't join any event on my school just because he is say so. that's really horrible if i remember that right know.

i hate myself in the past so much.

and until i was really bored of everything. like- everything. i was felt enough.

i decided to break with him, also because that time i was going to go to national exam.

and then we break- until now.