Unraveling

Intro

        So this all started some time in November. I never thought that I would have to go through. These are the things that I have seen and help stop weither I liked it or not. You see because I'm that girl that is too shy to be popular but not smart enough to be a nerd. The only person that knows me is the school nurse and that is only because of the frequent nose bleeds. But that doesn't stop the fact that I know everything and everyone at the school. So bacically I am a ghost no one wants to hang around and no one want to be seen with. Now I find myself not only in one but two situations with the PoP's and the Bang Gang and even the smartest girl scratch that person in the school is a mystery to me. 

        To say I had been ready for any of this would be like saying your ready for the moon to fall and hit you in the head. I had always been more of a loner (by force not by choice) trying to look in. Not even the nerds paid attenion to me. I used to dream of the day someone would envolve me in their club or discussions or even simplily say "hi" to me. But now I wish I could just go back just to before it all started. Just before I got stuck in those very compromising places and positions.

        Now that it is all over and I just wonder if I could ever go back to my life before it all happened. Better yet when I have to go to school tomorrow and face them could I deal with the whispers and the stares. I just wish I could curl up and forget it all. Maybe I can get mom to let me stay home, but yet I've missed to many days so that's out of the window. Wish me luck well maybe to wish me enough luck you'd have to know what happened what I had to deal with. So I'll tell you on the way to school before mom starts to yell.