"where i'm i i can't rember what happen why i'm i here ? Why i'm i COVERED IN BLOOD IS THIS MY BLOOD? oh my god oh my god oh my god WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING i gotta get up i gotta out of here there unknown blood on me i don't even know if this is my fucking blood what is this on the floor is is THIS A BODY omg no i can't look what happen here" " hey you yeah you " "who the hell is that who's here" "hey relax I'm not there well i'm but i'm not at the same time i'm the voice in your head and you did this this is not your blood this is the blood of your family the family that you killed by your own hands and you seamed to enjoyed it to laughing so hard as the blood spatter in your face but for some reason you blacked out to bad you can't rember" "w-what no NO this has to be a dream cause i would never kill my own family never" "but dear...you just did look next to you isn't that not a knife there? the knife you used to kill them?" i-i can't even rember wait how do i know this is real" take the knife and cut your arm if you feel pain you tell me if your really here or not " o-ok ouch wait shit no no no no no i really did kill them WHY DID I KILL THEM (in crying voice) "i can tell you in detail as you ripped out there chest open and jumped on your fathers back stamped him multiply times as your laughing telling him play with my daddy" STOP JUST STOP plz stop "and my god you where having a blast jumping on top of your football player brother and stabbing him in his neck then ripping his neck wide plan spraying blood everywhere but then after you killed them you lasted out maybe from exhaustion but still you where having a blast" NO WHY WOULD I KILL THE ONLY FAMILY I HAVE "because you hated how they treated you and your mother and sister before the car crash then you just snapped " *sits in silence * yes yes you are right I did hate then and I remember that I loved killing them too
