I have never seen Chloe this way and I highly doubt you feel bad. Chloe put her all into having a good relationship. Then you have to let your family ruin the one good thing in your life. You work and come home to manipulative people and sleep. Over and over.
You say chloe keeps you sane? No! She is a star in the sky that only wanted to shine on you. Everyone was cold while she kept you warm. BUT FOR WHAT!? Just to waste her light on someone who doesn't appreciate it?!
You are evil. She never once took her smile out until she met you. She never opened up, to her parents, teachers, friends, and many counsellors. UNTIL YOU CAME ALONG! And now she's crying and wishing she had never met you.
I don't care if you want to read this or not. It just goes to show how much of a disappointment you are in her life. Yes, she did wrong and she admits to it all. Her past wrongs still break her every time your upset. But those scars will never compare to the criminal you are. She is not a star you can choose to run away from just because you're upset with her. She always comes back to the people she needs most in her life. SHE CAME BACK OVER AND OVER FOR YOU! But when your upset, you overthink and overreact to everything. AND YOU TARE CHLOE APART EVERY TIME!
She's the only soul you'll never understand and if your not here to understand as much as you can, then why are you here? Because you love her? Or because you care? IF YOU ANSWERED WITH A YES, YOUR WRONG! You answer me and everyone else before Chloe. If you did love her, you wouldn't laugh at her and run away. I get it, you may be scared of love, commitment, or to see what Chloe really goes through. BUT SHE IS SCARED TOO!
She laughs when she wants to cry. She self harms when she wants to give up. She calls you over and over to gain your trust, to say sorry, to eventually hear a genuine apology, to gain her love back for you.
She cries herself to sleep when you don't WANT to sleepover. She writes in her journal in a different language so no one will know who she really is and how she truly feels. She paints on her walls to feel like a rebel for just one second because she's tired of always pleasing others. She says her favourite genre of movie is horror because she doesn't want to cry during a romance.
She is only persistent when she breaks. She lies because she doesn't want people to think wrong of her. She scratches her arms and plays with her fingers because she's nervous. She lets people walk away because she doesn't feel like bagging for someone to stay.
She lays in bed, trying to sleep, but the room is spinning. She doesn't want to fall asleep not knowing if she'll wake up again. She looks in a mirror alone and sees a nuisance. She smokes cigarettes not because she's addicted, but because it gives her a reason to go outside.
She keeps everything from events to birthdays, because it shows her how much she could be missing out on. She gets angry when people look at her scars because it shows people how close she is to death, not how "far she's come".
She wore her reckless brothers necklace for 6 years because she wanted to keep hope, when deep down she knew hope was all gone after the 3rd year. She leaned over drugs so she knew every day that the only people she could count on was herself. She listens to music because she relates to a song.
Chloe is scared to loose people. So she looses herself everyday and puts herself in a locked room so no one can see the cuts, scratchs, burn marks, and brusise.
You were the one walking with her in the maze. YOU. NO ONE ELSE.
The only time she ever hurts herself is if she's bottled up everything for to long. Sometime times she bottles it up to much, that she might do it infront of people. Then people say she's looking for attention so she leaves and hurts herself 10 times worse alone.
