Just

[Just - Part 3 - 1/7/19]

I looked up to see her walking straight to my direction with the confidence she feels around me, she knows I'll always choose her above anyone else, she saw me with an empty plate, she figured out it was Momo with the smell, and made that cute fake angry face, "You ate alone!!! without me?" And I quickly ordered her chicken chowmein, after the food we went for a walk, she looked beautiful in my favorite colored white kurta, which had pink border line, and with sky blue colored drawings, above black leggings, and casual flats. She smelled like a raw wood. We went for a long walk, into woods, where we sat and looked at those huge mountains, tall trees which blocked the views of river but we could hear it, and she loves the sound of wildly flowing river, the white sheet of fog was slowing covering the mountains and it started to drizzle, the moment was beautiful, I loved every single bit of this moment, I was into thought while unknowingly I was looking at this scene where fog was covering the mountains, she kissed me on my cheek, I looked at her and I wanted to place my lips on hers but then I knew that it would make her cry, so I smiled to mountains and she blushed, I gave her a hand I stood up from the cliff where we were sitting, we took a walk down to deeper woods, and she took her phone and said, you are late!! It is bloody 6.30 "pm" I took the phone from her hand, wiped the droplets of rain from her phone, and because it was beautiful I replied, "In some moments you don't look at time, you just live it, and it is worth everything" I looked at her eye, and smiled half. I took my phone out, went to my playlist and played "Cold mess by prateek kuhad " repeating every fav line of mine, I looked at her and sang, " When I'll feel Cold
I'll keep you Close And if I could hold You
I  would take you Home And when at night
Your toes touch Mine
I'll sing you to sleep
If you were mine
To keep
And I wish I could leave you my Love
But my heart is a mess
My days they begin with your name
And nights end with your breath "
And then humming to complete song, she looked at me like how night sky with star's looks down at us, I half smiled again. She looked at the sky, and it was 6.46 pm, I checked my phone and looking at the darkening blue sky, I said,"Summer is at end" and she looking at me replied and here my favorite seasons arrives, "The season of fall, Autumn" to which I replied, and then there after is my season, "Where everything falls to welcome, my dear winter" and drizzling rain, made things colder, I played my another fav song, "100 words by prateek kuhad " again singing my fav lines looking at her, "A lover's Home
Is never Show
It's never known, to the common folk
You called me over
Said my name three times overBut you never looked me in the eyes
Do you have a 100 words for me?Cause i have only three
You couldn't even sing for me
And I keep on writing these songs
Over and over
And I keep getting closer, to you
And I keep on writing these songs
Over and over
As I keep getting older, with you." We took shed under a roof, made for people to rest, we here in Sikkim call it "Hawa Dara" which basically is like every bus stop in most of the place. It was dark by then, a taxi pulled over and I asked if he can drop 1 of us to Sikkim Manipal and the other to Deorali, he gestured approval and we got in, and she placed her hand over my leg, closer to knee, I placed my hand over hers, she was looking out of window, and I looked at her, keeping her eyes on the foot path she found my glance on her, she smiled with her eyes still fixed to foot path. We arrived in front of her college, and she dropped down, I wished her Happy days and I continued to Deorali, and it was just another day of rain and summer.

Nirnai Chettri