"Katsuki Bakugo, you have yet to choose a hero name. Make it sensible, for goodness sake." I already knew what mine would be. I stood up, and wrote it down, adding a note above it.
"My hero name will be Kacchan, in tribute to my childhood friend Izuku." Tears welled in my eyes and I mustered a slight smile and people gasped.
"Alright then Kacchan, today you will all be getting your hero licences!"
"Cool." I'm doing this for Deku, Kacchan he had called me through our friendship, but I never payed attention to him. He listened to me, my every last order.
'If you want a quirk that badly, pray for one in your next life and take a swan dive off the roof, you quirkless wannabe!' He had listened to my orders, until the end. Every last one, until he had to follow my final request. His death, his death was the first time I noticed my true feelings towards Deku, and now I need to make it up to him. One step at a time, until the end.
"Well done Katsuki, you scored the highest out of everyone here!" Midnight held handcuffs and restraints, ready to restrain me, but I just nodded.
"Yeah, thanks." She gave me my hero licence, with my official hero name on it. 'Kacchan-Katsuki Bakugo.
Quirk: Explosion.' "I don't deserve this, I don't deserve to be a hero. Not after what I made him do." I whispered, and Midnight overheard me.
"Of course you d-"
"No, I KILLED DEKU! IT'S MY FAULT THAT HE'S GONE, DON'T YOU GET IT? HE KILLED HIMSELF BECAUSE OF ME!" I gave her back the licence and saw another one in her hand. It read 'Deku-Izuku Midoriya
Quirk: Unknown.' "Izuku Midoriya is dead because of what I said to him." Tears rolled down my face as Midnight tried to comfort me. My quirk activated and it hit her hands, making her back away.
"I understand that you feel bad-"
"You don't understand! I....I KILLED him! Nobody who could kill one of their closest friends is a hero!"
"Go and talk to Principal Nezu."
"Hello young Bakugo. You are here to talk about Izuku Midoriya, are you not?"
"Course I am, he's the only thing I can think about at the moment."
"You feel guilty about his loss?"
"Yeah. Can people who have killed still be a hero?" He gave me a small chuckle before answering.
"What if he never died?"
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In My Guilt (BakuDeku)
Fanfiction'"If you want a quirk that badly, pray for one in your next life and take a swan dive off the roof, you quirkless wannabe!" He had listened to my orders, until the very end.' "I...I KILLED HIM! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, I KILLED DEKU!" 'They just don't...
