I remember, I did remember all the things we had. You're the only person who fills my void and then one time I felt incomplete, you know why? Because even I, didn't know what happened, it was just a blink of unfortunate second. I mentioned his name and I mentioned it again, as I keep to remember the things. But I remember, I did remember that in a way to move on with things is by forgetting someone in the first place you've begged for, because we all know its too hard to be in that position. We all know, we did know, we always do. I am Nichole Geller and I'm back even though I lost the man that I've wanted to spend my whole life with, to be able to do that, so I need to fight for him, I have to stand the power I have for him. [ 3 months after ] Nichole started to build an organization called SDAO, Self-Destruction Awareness Organization. She build an empire for people who needs help to get through from any depression, anxiety and abandonment to avoid any suicidal attempts because of what happened to the man she love. There is a boy who happened to be depressed and he did register to SDAO and he met Nichole and suddenly it was Nichole's ex. When Nicole grasps about Xion Gape she did help him, advocated him, advice him and any activities they do in SDAO. After a few days they knew what happened to their lives, getting to know each other and starting over again, they build a new foundation if live for them, they also started friends and fall in love again. Nichole felt so downcast because she promised to love Charles and now she did love Xion again, at that night they had a romantic dinner and Xion told Nichole "I never expected to fall in love again to the girl I loved before, and now I wanted to prove that I still love you, maybe this is our destiny", "Even though I hated you from what happened to us, from now on my heart beats for you again because you helped me realize that it's not wrong to love the person you already loved before and also it's not wrong to fall in love again" Nichole replied. Xion asked Nichole "What if in a long time we realize that this 'thing' didn't work out after all?" and Nichole replied "What if it will work?". The moon slowly glows as they look into each other's eyes and their lips are moving toward each other and make love. The day after that, they woke up not knowing they're hugging each other. "I am so blissful experiencing this kind of love, being loved by someone you love" Nichole said. They're walking in the park and Nichole got unconsious so Xion take Nichole to the hospital and diagnosed having a lung cancer and she needs to have a transplant. Nichole can't bare on what she had right now and Xion still searching for donor that is capable for Nichole. Nichole can't imagine the way Xion love him and the way Charles loved him. A week after they grasps that if Nichole don't have a donor yet she won't be living too long in the world withing 3 weeks. "Stay strong Nichole I can't let myself lose you again, I really don't want to lose you again Nichole, I can't, I will suffer from depression again" and Nichole realized that Xion only loved her because Xion is worried about only himself, Nichole got disappointed and "I want you to get out!, I loved you before and i love you again and now what! You ruined it again, this time I won't let myself see you again and hurt myself over and over again to the same man before, how dare you do this to me? I loved you Xion, I loved you, what's wrong with that, what mistake did I committed before to hurt you?", Xion replied " Nothing Nichole you did nothing", "Then whyyyy, why does the world hate meee, why me, whyyy, why Xion whyyy??" Nichole asked Xion and "This has nothing to do with you Nichole, I didn't do this just for me, I did this for you, I did truly love you Nichole, I really do, please forgive me for what I said earlier", "No Xion it's enough, I've been hurt many times, I don't want to let this happen ti myself again, please Xion leave please, stop begging Xion", Nichole sadly replied. After 2 weeks and 1 week left. Xion bought a donor for Nichole and Nichole refuses the offer, "I don't want you to leave me Nichole please, I don't care if you'd still hate me as long as you live forever with your family" Nichole can't stop her tears flowing into her cheeks and Xion slowly wiped her tears out while Nichole is on a hospital bed, Nichole forgave Xion and thank him and "I already did forgive you Xion but for now I can't love you and I can't accept your offer but thank you for your help". April 23, 2020 (2:34 A.M) Xion died because of car accident, driving while drunk. Nichole receives the news and can't stop crying, she blames herself for what happened to Charles and Xion, she can't stop blaming herself for 3 days. The day came where Nichole felt that her hand is so shaky, her visions are getting blurry, she can't breath, her body was shaking and she can't hear a thing.
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Sound of Death
Short StoryGo to a place where no ones with you when you're mind is full of sadness all you can hear is the sound of death calling your name singing for you to be with him.this story is connected from the book 1 (life after death)