The Trouble With Love (SHOEY Fanfic) DISCONTINUED

All I Ever Wanted (Chapter 29)

3.5K READS 130 VOTES EFF YEAH!!!! Thanks guys!!! Also, quick apology for not updating. I had a lot going on and just couldn't make myself write. But now I'm back in business! 😘 I'm gonna try to update at least once a week now, possibly on Tuesdays (yes, I'm aware that today is Wednesday oops). Super special thanks to those who are voting and commenting on a bunch of my chapters! It makes me feel real good inside when I see your positive feedback 😊 Another quick thing, do you guys want more Shoey smut or should I keep it all fluff/drama? Anyways, here's a kinda short explanation chapter 😌 ~Karrie
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[7 Days Later]

Shane is finally mine. It's truly hard for me to believe, considering both our pasts. Each morning that I wake up next to him causes my heart to burst in awe of how lucky I am. Shane is my weakness, and I'm glad it's him.

I got over him having dissociative identity disorder pretty quickly, since he was really chill about it. He admitted to me about all of his alters the second day we got together, which explained most of his behavior the past few months.

Dane was the alter that is abusing, angry, and hateful, whom Shane hinted was originated from his dad.

Then there was Kelsie, a teenage girl with depression who hated herself and caused Shane to harm himself.

Then there was Shane, himself, who was loving and funny and just... Wonderful.

Shane and I are pretty messed up, but it brings us closer. We find happiness with each other despite our inner demons. I feel better now that I understand why he did the things he did.

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(Eleven months ago)

I expected him to hit me, but instead he laughed.

Not a nice, beautiful Shane laugh. An evil laugh, filled with anger and disgust. It was Dane.

"All this, because you," he attempts to mimic my voice. "L-love me."

My heart sank. Why did I say that? I told him I loved him that night. I had vowed to never tell anyone that phrase... I told myself that was best... I couldn't get hurt if I never gave away my heart.

"Joey. I'm not gay. But obviously you are, f*ggot."

Dane isn't gay. Shane is gay.
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(Eight months ago)

"Joey..." he looked like he was about to break down in tears any second. "I need to think. You don't deserve having me like... this, until i figure myself out. I don't want anything to do with Izzy. And you... You can just focus on her. Please? She needs you."

I felt a rush of sadness. He won't let me help him. But he is trying to protect me from himself... But what if he tries to hurt himself while I'm not around?! Who will protect him?

That was Shane. He knew he had DID and didn't want me to find out.
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(Six months ago)

"Really?!" My heart stopped. Maybe everything will work out in the end...

"Yes Joey, really. I have loved you ever since I met you, too. You were just too perfect. You don't deserve me." He looked away and rubbed the back of his neck.

That was Kelsie. She thought so little of herself...
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(Present)

Even though he did do all those bad things, I love him. He didn't want to do the wrong, his alters wanted to. Shane is still a wonderful guy.

Luke took the news very easily, and even announced that he and Ingrid got together the night before Shane and I... Y'know... Hit it off. Luke and I decided to just stay friends, going back to how we used to be and forget the events of these past few months. Luke was really happy for me since Shane made me happy. That's all a good friend wants for you; happiness.