Depressed Todoroki || bnha/mha

Chapter 1

Bold- The caracter's thoughts (whoever's POV it is at the time lol I'm bad at explaining this XD) also this is my first time EVER writing a fanfiction so tell me how it is ^^

Todoroki POV

I woke up from the reacurring dream i had about when i got my scar.. the look in my mother's eyes, the way she looked at me with so much hatred. It hurt even trying to think about it. I attempted to sit up without leaning on the underside of my arm, trying not to open any wounds from the previous night as i stumbled to the bathroom of my dorm. As i was getting undressed to shower i looked in the mirror at my arms, covered in self inflicted gashes and wounds, along with some bruises from hitting myself. Look at you, you're such a disgrace. You should really just get rid of yourself. Nobody would care. Those words echoed through my head as i opened the drawer that i kept some razors, along with gauze, bandaids and other first aid stuff. I held the blade to my skin, making several marks as blood started to bead over the cuts. Then i got a glance at my phone, "shit. I'm gonna be late if i don't hurry up" That followed by me quickly showering, bandaging up my arm and starting to walk to school. as i reached the entrance to UA, i put on my usual monotone face and entered the front doors, soon finding class 1-A.

I sat down at my desk, getting out a pencil and notebook to draw as Mr. Aizawa talked. He was starting to take role call. "Bakugo Katsuki?" "Here" "Kirishima Eijiro?" "Here" "Todoroki Shoto?" "Here" and in that one moment, i forgot about my arm as i raised it and my sleeve slid down just enough to reveal a few cuts. I quickly but discretely took my hand down and rolled my sleeve down under my desk, hoping that nobody noticed.

Kirishima POV
I raised my hand with a grin on my face as i said here, responding to Mr. Aizawa. "Todoroki Shoto?" "Here" I looked over at Todoroki with a smile, and as soon as my eyes went to his arm my smile was wiped clean. Did i just see what i think i did?!? No, no no no no no this can't be happening. I mean, i know things aren't that great at home for him, but why? What would drive him to do that to himself?!? Doesn't it hurt?

My eyes soon went over to Midoriya who seemed to have the same face on as me, and he seemed to be muttering something super quietly. We soon met eyes and exchanged an "oh shit you saw that too" look.

3rd Person POV

The bell rang, and the classroom was soon emptied of everyone but Kirishima and Midoriya, who were trying to catch up to Todoroki who was leaving the room.

Todoroki POV

I was walking out of class when i feel a tug on my arm. I turn around to see Kirishima and Midoriya who seemed to look a bit concerned. Oh nooo... did they see? Please god no. I dont need this right now. He then greeted me with, "Hey Todoroki.. can i see your arm?" Did he seriously just ask me that? Why so blunt? "No. You can't. Bye now." I said in my monotone, emotionlesss voice as i tried to brush past them, but was unsuccessful. "Todoroki, we already know what's under there, show us or i'll make Kiri hold you down with his quirk." At this point, i could feel myself shaking. I felt like i was going to be sick. But i knew there was no other way out of this, so I obliged, starting to roll up my sleeves, and reveling what had to be hundreds of cuts, bruises, burns and scars. I watched as both of their faces went white, and i could only imagine that mine was too. Then i noticed that Midoriya had tears in his eyes, and i wondered why. I did deserve all this. Im a terrible person and a terrible classmate to both of them. i started to feel light headed and the last thing i remember was seeing Midoriya cry over what he had just seen as everything started to fizzle out to black.

A/N yaaaaas my first ever fanfic EVERRRRR!!! Ive always generally liked writing. I'm totally continueing this lol.

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