Girls
I dislike girls
I am a girl
Yet I dislike them
Why?
Because
Sometimes they can be such
ASSHOLES
for no apparent reason
They call me the nice friend
I'm nice yeah
I ask everyone if they are feeling ok
If anything is going on that's making them act a certain way
I worry about people
I worry about their health
I worry about everyone
And better yet
No one
Nobody ever asked how I was feeling
Nobody ever worried
Nobody ever cared
There are perks to being the "nice friend"
But not much comes back to you
Example
I'm nice to all my "friends"
I'm not even sure if they are even considered friends anymore
"Well it's your fault you got US in trouble."
It was your fault for thinking it was OKAY for me to do what you wanted.
Hypocrites, they are hypocrites.
"I would never leave you, or betray you, you are my best friend! That would be wrong!"
As she continues to talk behind my back...
I can believe
She actually thought
That I would trust her
I can't believe I trusted her in the first place anyway
I forgive her, and everyone
Yet nobody can find the courage
To
Forgive
Me
Too
Why can't I jut be accepted
For who I am
Rather than be hated for it
"You like ANIME? Anime is for perverts!"
Just because I like something
Just because I enjoy something
Automatically makes me a pervert?
Wow
People can be real
Real assholes
Especially teenagers
They are the worst
I wish I had friends
Real friends
Friends who would accept me for who I am and what I want to be
Nobody is like that
I'm starting to lose hope
The people I wish existed
Don't exist.
So
What's even the point of making friends if they just don't seem to care about you ever, you give them everything, you give them trust, loyalty, love, kindness
Yet they can't do that for you too
