Bad Guy - Billie x female

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Ew this chapter sucks and it took so long to write because halfway through I didn't even know what to do. Sorry this is trash hopefully there'll be a better one next update.

Sunday 28th April

Billie is asleep on my lap. She drifted off half way through watching 'To all the boys I loved before' which - in her opinion - is boring trash.
I'm still watching it though and I love the feeling of stroking her hair softly as she sleeps soundly.

I notice that her breathing begins to pick up and her eyes flicker behind her eyelids. Her forehead almost instantly becomes hot and a little bit sweaty.
I pause the movie and sit up more.
"Billie are you okay baby?" I whisper worriedly and shake her.
Billie continues to stir and doesn't wake up. She pants heavily before suddenly sitting up straight. Her eyes dart around the room and I wrap my arms around her.
"You're okay it's just me" I comfort her and rub her arm. Her chest is still heaving and small wheezes are escaping her mouth. I run to my room and grab her inhaler from the table before heading back and giving it to her.

"Was it another nightmare?" I furrow my brows as she takes a puff. Billie just nods weakly and takes another, then setting it down on the coffee table in front of us.
"What was it about?" I take me seat next to her and she turns to face me.
"It was nothing really." She gives me a reassuring smile and I nod unconvinced. These nightmares have been happening almost everyday since she remember everything. Could it be some sort of PTSD?

"You know you can tell me anything, right?" I take her hands, kissing her knuckles.
"Yeah of course" she wraps her arms around my neck, pulling me in for a kiss.
"I love you" she mumbles.
"I love you too, O'Connell" I smirk and push her down so I'm sitting on top of her. I attack her lips with harsh kisses and run my hands underneath her oversized shirt, feeling the lace bra underneath. Billies hands trail down my back and into my jeans, squeezing my ass slightly. She wraps her legs around me as my hands find her hair, pulling gently on it which causes her to moan quietly into the kiss.

"Not on the couch" Poppy mutters in disappointment and shakes her head.
"Oh come ON!" Billie shouts "I was about to be topped!" She sits up and scowls at Poppy, crossing her arms over her chest.
"Poppy don't act like you didn't do it on the couch last Friday with Tommy" I drag out her boyfriends name and she blushes heavily, avoiding eye contact.
"That's what I thought" I smile and go back to making out with Bil.
Poppy scoffs and leaves the room after she made herself a tea.

"The moods ruined" Billie frowns between our kiss.
"Who says it is?" I mumble and lean back down. I run my hands down her sides and then underneath her shirt.
"Sorry" Poppy sticks her head out from behind her bedroom door and goes through the kitchen cabinets.
"Oh come ON!" Billie shouts for the second time today.
"Dammit I was about to pull my dominance on you" I pout childishly.
"I'm not gonna let you forget who you called daddy the last time we-" Billie gets cut off.
"Alright that's enough" Poppy covers her ears and I spot a smirk tugging at Billies sexy lips.

———

"Are you sure you're gonna be okay tonight?" I ask as I shuffle around under the covers.
"Yeah, I'll be fine, babygirl" she smiles. I nod and cuddle into her, feeling her kiss on my forehead.

Surprisingly enough, Billie falls asleep quickly and I stay up to make sure she's okay. Soon, my eyelids become heavy and I drift off to sleep.

For once, I wake up - not because of Billie having a nightmare- but because she made me breakfast.
"Good morning beautiful" she smiles as she sets the tray on the table.
"Billie, what is this for?" I giggle at her romance.
"I love you - that's what it's for" she bites her lip "I burnt the omelette but I'm sure it'll taste okay?"
"Aw I love you" I peck her lips quickly and take a sip from the orange juice.

"Slept well?" I smile, happy she didn't wake last night.
"Best I've slept in weeks!" She grins and does a little dance. I notice that she has little to no bags under her eyes today.
"I'm glad"

———

We pull up to school and walk in hand in hand.
Billie sits with Zoe and Zadie while I sit with my friends.
"So, how is it?" Riley wiggles her eyebrows.
"It's good. It feels pretty much the same" I shrug.
"Pretty much?" Hanna raises an eyebrow and I sigh in defeat.
"She's had a lot of nightmares but she never tells me anything about them. Could it be PTSD from being shot? I don't know. She tells me she's okay but I just don't believe that" I ramble on.
All 3 of them give me sympathetically looks and I draw circles on the table with my finger while my head rests on my other hand.

"She seems fine this morning though" I add "she made me breakfast" I smile at the thought.
"See this is why I need a boo" Hanna frowns.

———

4th Period - Sociology.
Billie is sat next to me and stroking my inner thigh gently. Billie seems... dazed? If that's the right word. She has an absent smile on but I can tell she is definitely 'focused'.
"Are you good baby?" I whisper and she turns to look at me.
"I'm fucking brilliant. Just thinking of something we could do at lunch" she licks her lips and I blush slightly.
"Are you sure you're fine?"
"Better than ever" she winks and then faces the front again.

———

"Billie" I breathe out her name as she kisses down my neck, pinning my arms above my head. She hums against my skin.
"Wait, we shouldn't"
"What? Why not?" she lets go of my wrists.
"I don't think it's a good idea" I bite the inside of my cheek.
"Yeah that's fine"
We stand there for a bit in silence and then I leave the cubicle, fixing my hair in front of the mirror. I notice a hickey which is barely covered by my hair.
"Bil" I whine, taking my hair out of my ponytail and trying to cover the bruise.
"Sorry but everyone needs to know you're mine" she says lowly.

She smiles and takes my hand, leading us out of the bathroom.
"I love you" she mumbles
"I love you too" I bite my lip and then pull her in for a kiss.
"See you, gorgeous" Billie smirks and goes to her table with the twins. I watch her intently, looking for any other evidence that she's not doing okay. She seems to be acting normal.
Bil catches my stare and I smile fakely, hoping she would stop furrowing her eyebrows in confusion.
She mouths 'what?' and chuckles quietly.
I roll my eyes 'nothing' before turning back to my friends.

Somethings going on with my girlfriend and I'm going to find out what.