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(Ignore my mistakes)

Stopping at various streets to get his mind out of what mess he just did , Jungkook finally made his way inside his mansion.

He didn't bother the presences in the dinning room. He went to walk up stairs to his room.

"Jungkook?".This did halt Jungkook from his movement , for the first time he felt anger rushing in due to that voice.But he stood on the stair ways facing back at them.

"Jungkook , why don't you already have dinner and then go upstairs ? You are already late?".The more the voice was heard the more annoyed he got.

"Yeah where were you Jungkook?".Another voice spoke and this voice didn't make him feel irritated or angered him but he felt new uneasy feeling it was Guilt . Jungkook bite on his lower lip and shut his eyes sighing. He needs to face them , he won't succeed running away , coz he knows he can't go far.So he turned looking for the second person that he heard earlier.

"Jungkook a-are you okay?".Jimin got up from his chair once he saw how red Jungkook's face was together with the bloodshot eyes.

"I-I—..."Jungkook searched for words to tell them how okay he was , yet he didn't find one . His mind didn't find one , his heart didn't let him find one , cause he felt nothing , Void ... empty . For the first time he felt Lost .For the first time he felt Aimless.

"Jungkook did you cry?".Jimin voiced out , it wasn't helping Jungkook , the more Jimin spoke the more ashamed he felt. Jimin was certainly the person who would never accept what he had done Jungkook knows , he knows it all.

Everyone was out of their seats and on their feet by now to reach Jungkook who stood at the same place with a Jimin waiting for answers.

"Jungkook is everything okay?".This voice again , the one that was currently irritating him to the core , Jungkook clenched his jaw and sighed before speaking .

"Okay you say ??? Yeah everything is okay !!! I just did what you told me hyung , I left Him , I left Taehyung , I left him there to cry alone , I left him there to break him apart , yes I did But you know what Jin hyung".Jungkook gulped as a tear slipped down followed by more heavy ones.

"I don't feel okay ,I can't feel okay hyung , nothing seems okay , I thought everything will be okay but nothing is"....

"Jungkook I didn't tell you to just go and break up with him".Jin said as a feeling of melancholy descended him.Jungkook chuckled through tears and wiped his left eyes with his palms.

"I can't be fake with the only person for whom I let down all my defences. Hyung, I don't like what you are showing me right now , I am hating it , I never want your Sympathy  , I'll be okay as you thought I will be , don't worry".Jungkook nodded wiping all his tears.

"I didn't meant it to be like that Jungkook , I swear".At this point Jin felt so guilty seeing Jungkook like this , he didn't know Jungkook would break down like this , he didn't know Jungkook LOVED Taehyung this much.

"It's okay I did it , it's my heart , it'll mend on it's own and don't worry about my Taehyung , he is a strong one".Jungkook smiled sadly.

"YOU DID WHAT?".Another voice spoke from upstairs making heads turn to her . It was Lisa , not believing what she actually heard.

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Sehun was at the restaurant, on weekdays he didn't visit restaurant or the bar , he would stay rooted to his office chair .But tonight he was out , he was called up by a Russian businessman for a toast and also to make some new deals maybe ...

What he didn't expect was one of his Hotel's attendant to come looking for him and whisper,
"Sir there's someone who might need you".Sehun nodded confusedly "Who can it be?".
"Sir it's your brother".

"Tae!!".Sehun softly whispered to himself in realisation, "Gentlemen, I am sorry but I have to be somewhere at this moment,please excuse me".Sehun smiled softly and stood up once the table voiced "sure" in unison.

Sehun followed the attendant to the bar and soon saw a limp figure on the bar stools resting his head on the table with his one arm spread and another holding a bottle of one of the strongest rum in the bar.

"Tae what are you doing here?".Sehun asked as he eyed all his employees to get back to their works.

"H-hyung".Taehyung whined closing his eyes.

"Tae , leave this ".Sehun tried to snatch away the bottle from his gasp.

"Tae , talk to me , why are you drinking !".No Taehyung didn't reply , he stared at nothing with his red eyes .

"Hy-yung , you were right".Taehyung spoke staring up at Sehun.

Sehun never , like Never witnessed Taehyung this broken . He felt by the look of his face , the cracking of his voice. His little brother was shattered to the point he needed glue to put his soul back together .

"Tae let's go home and talk okay baby?".Sehun spoke softly and put his hand palm gently on the younger's back fearing if his touch might smash the fragile boy , More.

"H-hyung i-its ove-er".Taehyung managed to say holding on his hyung's wrist, as if Sehun was not believing him and he was there desperately making him believe.

"Hyung you were always right , I-I should have never trusted him".Sehun knew now what made his babybrother this much broken , the exact reason he doesn't want people near his delicate brother .
He shouldn't have let his guard down once he trusted Jungkook , at the end of the day , the big wide world is still toxic and cruel.

"H-Hyung he played me , played with my f-feelings".Sehun pulled Taehyung to his chest . He realised his responsibility as a brother . Somewhere he knew a day would come when his brother would share his feelings to him , but never once he thought his brother to be in this devastating state.So he let the younger sob on his chest .

"Hyung he wasn't what he said h-he would be".Taehyung cried with his cracking voice as he held onto Sehun's standing figure for his dear life .Sehun patted his back , pecking his babybrother's locks not caring about all customers and employees watching them , his little brother was more important.

"Hyung he b-broke me".Sehun shut his eyes close as a droplet of tear escaped his eye , pulling Taehyung more closer to his chest , an act to hide his babybrother from all the evil eyes of the world .

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