By Nayab Itrat.
I don't know what to do,
I'm in a situation where I am extremely confused,
Everybody out there lies all the time,
Everybody out there is committing the most hideous crimes.
I don't know who to trust,
The people I trusted just watched me rust,
Piece after piece, I withered away,
Nobody cared, I was stuck in a place with no escape,
I don't know who is sincere,
Who speaks the truth? It's all unclear,
I wonder why people lie?
When in the end everybody has to die...
I don't know who to love,
Because all relationships end with broken trust,
I guess I was too naive to love you,
Maybe that's why you used me and threw me away when I was done.
The world out there is way unfair,
I am afraid, I'm scared,
I'm scared to lose in this game of life,
You have to be courageous to survive.
I don't know if I have any hope left,
I'm sure if nothing good happens, I'll soon end up dead,
I don't know what my future is,
I just know that I terribly fear it,
When I look back, I see tears,
When I look ahead, there is only fear,
I live in the present where I'm clue-less,
I wish I could, but i simply can't rest.
Nobody knows the agony I'm suffering,
Nobody knows how many tears I'm shedding,
Everybody believes in the smiles I fake,
Everybody believes in the excuses I make.
I feel all alone,
The whole day I have nothing to do but mourn,
Whenever I think of you I'm in agony,
Because unfortunately, our story ended as a tragedy.
I wish I would learn to live again,
I wish I could learn to be happy again,
I just wish my life was the way it was before,
I wish nothing changed the way it did a few days ago.
