A diary of emotions

thoughts

So recently I have been lacking in motivation and really dread doing work and failing. I am sick of failing and trying my hardest when it amounts to me feeling rubbish. How do I overcome this sinking feeling ? It is so hard to not compare myself with other people... I honestly can't see myself doing something worthwhile in the next five years. Every day I wake up and I'm instantly drained.  I hope to use this as a bit of therapy for myself and to update my feelings and where I am in my emotions. If anyone has ever felt this way please feel free to pm me, going through things together can help to remove an ounce of loneliness.