hoby hangover

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by ibush1

by ibush1

You keep trying to control me but you can't, you don't know me
Trying to cry at night, no shoulder to cry on,
It's so lonely
Being the person you want me to be
Always looking back, I'm finally free
Not wanting to disappoint but what's the point if I'm not me

I keep trying to fight myself
Looking for someone to help
Ruining the good even though I shouldn't
Picking up the pieces you broke with that note after I gave you mine
Just want to put this all behind me

I love you but I crave some empathy, sympathy, anything
Something that tells me you have feeling
That's not fair, I know you do
Just most times it's all about you, but that's my fault
I shouldn't shut you out anymore even when you say "are you sure?"
I just want to be me again but I don't know who I'm looking for