Bad Guy - Billie x female

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Tuesday 30th April

Bean😈: Hey stop ignoring me

Bean😈: Do you wanna build
a snowman

Bean😈: Hello???

Bean😈: Maddieeeeeeee

Mads: omg stfu

Mads: I'll call you in a min

Bean😈: good :D

I roll my eyes and finish the sentence I'm working on before clicking the FaceTime button.

"Awww little sister" I grin into the phone enthusiastically.
"You're forgetting I'm taller than you"
There's a moment of silence as I scowl at her, trying to remain calm.
"Yeah but you're still younger than me"
Ellie just shrugs in reply.

My sister is the most annoying girl in the world but I love her. She's incredibly smart and talented which makes me jealous. She's also really pretty: big hazel eyes and wavy, light brown hair that falls just above her shoulders. She has glasses which are just too cute and dimples whenever she smiles.
You think that's the only competition I have with her? Nope. She's insanely good at piano and she's good at maths, english and art. However, I'm better than her at science and dance (Sadly I've had to quit dance because of A levels).

"Why do you even want me to call you?" I furrow my eyebrows.
"Because you never talk to me anymore and I thought I'd annoy you" she smiles smugly.
"Right, well if that's all you wanted to do then I should get back to my studying" I put emphasis on studying.
"Why don't we study together? I have my religious studies GCSE coming up"
"I'd rather not" My lips tug at the corners fakely and I hang up on her.

I put my phone down and pick my pen back up. My phone begins to buzz, Ellie's contact flashing on the screen and I groan, declining the call.
She rings again, I decline.
Again, decline.

This goes on for a minute before I finally decide to answer it.
"What do you want?" I say through gritted teeth.
"Nothing" she giggles and then hangs up. I roll my eyes and get back to my Psychology work.

I work for 20 minutes before I leave for school.
I walk with Em and Pops for the first time in a while, it was great. Was great.
"Is that Billie?" Poppy asks and I look across the road to see Billie coming up the hill.
"Yeah" I squint my eyes. She's wearing that same dazed smile from yesterday and her eyes are hooded.
"Bil!" I shout
"Hey bAby!" She slurs her words and reaches the road, about to cross.
"BILLIE DONT CROSS!" I yell as a car passes us, inches away from Billie.
Bil just blinks and shrugs it off, coming to meet me on the path.

"Dude, are you high?" Emily questions and I snap my head in her direction.
"How do you even know what someone high looks like?" I scowl and she clears her throat.
"Parties" she says sincerely and I nod, turning my attention back to my girlfriend.
"Are you high?" I repeat Ems question.
"Nope" she smiles and I roll my eyes.

I say goodbye to Em and Pops, leaving to go to the block.
I push her into the bathroom.
"Woah" she stumbles a bit and then steadies herself on the sink counter.
"What is up with you?" I frown.
"Nothing I'm fine" she smiles and goes to leave the bathroom but I block the door so she can't.
"Really?" I grab her chin and look into her eyes I couldn't see any sign of drugs except the fact she's unusually drowsy.
"Yes now let me go" she growls and pushes me out of the way, leaving the bathroom.

———

"Yeah she slept through the entire of Bio" Riley shrugs as she takes another bite of her panini.
I nod slightly and push around my fruit in the bowl in front of me.
"Why what's up?" She asks and I bite my lip worriedly.
"It's nothing" I smile reassuringly and go back to eating my lunch.

I'm finding this shit out today whether she likes it or not.

———

"I'm gonna go shower" Billie kisses me on the nose and then jogs up her stairs to the bathroom.
I take this as an opportunity to search through her backpack. I move things around for a few minutes before coming across a small bag at the bottom. Before I could look at it,
"Hey babe can you pass me my bag?"
"Uh- Yeah!" I shout and zip it back up before carrying it up the stairs.
"Thank you, baby" she smiles and pecks my lips once.

"Why do you need it in the shower?" I question. Her expression falters for a second before returning to a smiling state.
"I just need some painkillers that's all" she takes the bag from me and closes the door, locking it.

Eventually she comes out, and wobbles into the room, crashing into the doorway while doing so.
"Oops" she chuckles awkwardly as she drops the towel that's wrapped around her body.
She picks it back up and waddles over to her wardrobe, picking out something to wear and throwing it on quickly.

"Baby?" I sigh and she looks over to me.
"What?" She 'smiles'. I hate this hooded eyed, dazed smile Billie. What is going on with her?
"Can we talk?" I bite the inside of my cheek as she takes a seat next to me on the bed.
"What's up?"
"I'm worried about you" I fiddle with my fingers, not dating to meet her eyes.
"Why?"
"Because you're high all the time" I barely say above a whisper.
"I'm not fucking high! What is your obsession with this?" She stands up and crosses her arms over her chest.
"Show me the pills"
"What?"
"I said show me the pills, Billie!" I yell, looking her right in the eyes, searching every inch of her as her façade comes undone.

She looks up at the ceiling, desperately trying to stop herself from letting a tear slip. She leaves the room and comes back with a small bag containing white pills.
She hands them to me and I look into the bag.

XANAX

was written in big capital letters on one of them.
"How long have you been taking them?" I sigh sadly.
"2 weeks" She sniffles and I nod in disappointment.
"Oh Billie" I put the bag down and bury my face in my hands, rubbing my eyes harshly "what have you done?"