Scared of transformation

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Lauren's pov

Today it is Saturday the 6th of January the day I have to leave my mum my family, because in a few days I'm having my transformation.I am so scared I aren't going to be me anymore I am going to be a blood sucking monster.A Vampire!!
I don't want to be a vampire!!!But I haven't got a choice it has already been done.I did not ask for this at all!
I don't know what am going to be like I might lose it and drink a lot of humans as soon as drinking one.I will feel so guilty because I will be killing innocent people.

While I was thinking about this I was shopping with my mum and I could sense Selena around.I knew exactly why she was around.She was around because she was going to take me to be with her and her clan forever.She was following the taxi when I got home she was waiting outside my home.I was feeling really sad because I'm never going to be seeing my mum after today.I was crying my eyes out so badly and my mum was wondering why I was crying.Selena came over to me and put her hand on my shoulder then I turned around.Selena put her finger under my chin and wiped my tears away then put her hands around me cuddling me saying"it's okay Lauren you knew this day was going to happen don't worry our my clan will love you we all support each other and sooner or later you will find your dom".I replied to her saying "I'm scared Selena I'm scared of my transformation in a few days time I don't know what I'm going to be like I aren't going to be me anymore".Selena replied saying "it will be okay because you will have me by your side and everyone else's support and you will still be you don't worry nobody can change that okay? "
I replied saying"okay".Selena said to my mum In a demand "go get her tablets and her bum bag and her pajamas and some other things".My mum didn't say anything she just got the stuff she was told to,she also gave me my chuckles cheeky monkey 🐒 that my sister won on the family bingo at Pontins.Yeah I know it's childish I'm 18 but my sister gave it to me and it calms me down when I'm sad or anything else.I gave my mum a cuddle and then went with Selena.

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Selena's pov

I smelled out for Lauren's scent and got it straight away.What can I say I'm fast and got at my scenting.I followed the scent and was in Armley.I saw Lauren and her mum getting into a taxi I ran a millions times faster than the taxi to where her mum's scent was last.It was outside a house on a street with other houses.I just waited for the taxi and in a split second it was outside the house.Lauren and her mum got outside the taxi and Lauren saw me.She went to the wall next to her door and started crying very badly.I went over to her and put my hand on her shoulder till she noticed me then I put my finger under her chin,then wiped her tears away and put my hands around her cuddling her.I then said to her "it's okay Lauren you knew this day was going to happen don't worry our my clan will love you we all support each other and sooner or later you will find your dom".She replied to me saying "I'm scared Selena I'm scared of my transformation in a few days time I don't know what I'm going to be like I aren't going to be me anymore".I replied to her saying "it will be okay because you will have me by your side and everyone else's support and you will still be you don't worry nobody can change that okay? "
She replied saying"okay".I said to her mum In a demand voice "go get her tablets and her bum bag and her pjamas".Once her mum gave her the things she also gave her a toy monkey🐵.I guess it calms her down and is something to cuddle when she is having a hard time.Lauren gave her mum one last cuddle then we set off.

We set off and was now at the airport about to get on to my jet plane.We were now in front of my jet and Lauren was very reluctant to get on the plane she was very scared I conforted her and said to her"it's okay your with me you are going to be safe we will be there in a few hours okay?"Lauren replied to me saying"okay"in a sad scared voice.

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Lauren's pov

Me and Selena set off and got to the airport on time and we were in front of her jet.I was so scared what if it breaks down I also have more reason's.Selena noticed that I was very scared that I didn't want to go on the jet plane.Selena then said to me "it's okay your with me you are going to be safe we will be there in a few hours okay?" I replied saying "okay".I didn't say it in a happy voice I said it in a sad scared voice because I am sad and I am scared lots of things are changing.

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