If I Fall

No Mans Land

< CAS POV >

"Whoa, cas you alright?" Dean asks as he enters my room seeing me sitting on the edge of my bed staring at the wall. "Huh, oh yea i'm fine Dean." I say in a paniced voice. "Good, cause we got a call from Bobby." He says after taking a swig of his beer. "Alright i'll be right out." Dean nods his head and walks out. "This is gonna be a long day." I think to myself as I grab my trenchcoat and walk out of the room. Sam is in the living room making sure all the guns are loaded and ready. "Hey, wanna help me with these?" He ask in a plesent voice. "Oh, yea sure." I say in a confused voice. Sam never ask for help, well from me anyways. After we finish packing up the guns and knifes we walk out to the impala. "Well it's about god damn time." Dean says as he jumps into the car. "Maybe It wouldn't have taken so long if you would've helped." Sam explained while rolling his eyes. "So where are we even going?" I ask "The Univeristy of Brockport, five students have been killed and they think it's a animal. So we're gonna have a look." Sam explains as he is looking out the window. The ride is quiet for most of the time until my thoughts start pouring in, "What if dean doesn't love me back?" "What if I tell him how I feel and he leaves me behind?" I shake of the thoughts as we enter Brockport. We pull into a hotel and head inside. Dean plops down on a bed and falls right to sleep, sam as well. It feels like I have a giant hole in my chest when ever I look at dean. He sleeps so peacefully, sense I don't sleep I always watch over him and sam.. but mostly dean. "It's a guilty pleasure." I whisper to myself while smiling. I retier for the evening by watching tv. I flick through channels looking for something good to watch, all I find is some reality tv show. It's good enough for right now I guess.

< DEAN POV >

I wake up finding sam knocked out on the bed next to me and cas watching some reality show. "What are you a teenage girl?" I say as I get up from the surprisingly comfortable bed. "Oh, morning dean." He says in a huff. I laugh and feel my face turn red while walking to the bathroom. After about 30 minutes or so I hop out. Half naked I walk fast over to my bed, I can feel cas's eyes on me. "Dean?" Cas asked me suspiciously. "What Cas?" I responded kind of panicked. " Why do you have no clothes on? You usually come out of the shower dressed." He asked as his face turned a pinkish color. My face turned red while looking for an answer. Castiel's eyebrows twisted into what looks like confusion "Well Dean?" He asked sounding inpatient. " Morning guys." Sam exclaimed as he open up the window "Looks nice outside, you guys ready?"