My Will.

I'm sorry

- Mike-

'you don't love me', said El. Will popped up next to her 

'I hate you!'

'didn't I tell you to stay away?!', Dustin raises his fist to punch me and -

'MIKE! Will you wake up already? Jesus Christ, breakfast is ready!'

My annoying sister shakes my shoulder to wake me up.

'Are you okay, Mike? You look really tired?'

'Yeah I'm good'.  She walked out of my room and closes the door. 

No I'm not. I stayed up until four am, hoping that will would respond on our private channel. Nothing. I decide to try again, before going downstairs.

'Will? Will, do you copy?'

nothing.

'Will? please, I need to talk to you.'

-Will pov-

'Will? please, I need to talk to you.'

I really wanted to pick up and call him back, but I didn't. I couldn't.

'Will, sweet, breakfast is ready!', my mom enters my room, and finds me looking sad with my walkie talkie in my hand.

'Please, just... Let me know you're okay?', I hear his voice break.

'I-is that Mike? Shouldn't you answer him? He seems really worried about you...'

I don't respond to that, I put my walkie on my bedside table.

'Sweety, what did he do?', her voice was gentle, but I knew that she didn't like it that I just ignored Mike like that.

'He-, nothing, mom.'

-Mike- 

I drag myself out of bed. Get dressed, eat breakfast and bike to school. And the only thing that is on my mind is Will, Will and Will.

'Hey Will!', I hear Lucas say, and he greets Will. He gives me a really dirty look as I walk past them, but I don't pay attention to that. I look at Will's face. He looks at the floor, and I can tell that he slept really bad, or he just didn't sleep at all. 

I see Dustin approaching, and I kind of expect him to say hi, but he doesn't even look at me.           'Will! Hey!', I hear Max say, and next to her is El. El doesn't look at me, even when I touch her arm (I want to explain myself), with makes me realise that yes, she read all of it. 

dear dairy,

 It's april 1984, and today Will and i had a sleepover. I just want to be around him forever. It's something about the way he laughs, the way his eyes sparkle and the way he makes me feel: like the whole world is a good place. When he left, I couldn't help but miss him.

 Yes, of course there's El. But she's been gone for a while now. I really miss her, and try to contact her everyday, but I just feel so good around Will, I have no idea what it is.

They say that love makes you feel like that. I couldn't possibly be in love with Will? I have no idea, I just know that I need him. More than anything else in my life.

____what a weird place to leave them in, am I right? Comment any ideas!_____