Austin POV
I was remembering the day i had to leave.
FLASHBACK: I was in my room making sure i had everything ready. Later on i would be going on a trip to write some music and to be alone and let everything flow out and it helped and worked a lot! I mean i did have a lot to say and ideas. I felt Alan's arms wrap around my waist. "Do you have to go? Who am i going to be sleeping with now huh?" Alan complained. I planned this trip before me and Alan finally got together. On our last tour many things had happened but in the end it brought us closer and finally made us admit to each other that we have feelings for one another. Alan has been hanging out with his brother more and even introduced him to the band. Just the other day we all had a cook out with his brother and our family members included. It was a blast and everyone was so happy. especially Alan and as long as hes happy i'm happy. I'm not sure if his brother Jake even knows about us but either way it was an amazing day! "Ok i have to go the taxi is out side!" i said trying to push myself out of Alan's grip. "No! fine one more kiss?" i sighed dramatically and said "Fine." He gave me a long and hard kiss. Gosh i'm going to miss that I remember thinking. PRESENT: When i got off the plane the whole band was there. We where heading onto another tour this time with Aaron! We got to know each other more on our brake and became really good friends. I almost like him as much as Alan! We got in the car and all headed to my place. It was weird though because Alan didn't greet me with at least a hug. So i knew something was up. But i kept conversation with everyone until we got to my place so me and Alan could talk. I threw my bags on my bed and I heard the door shut. "Alan whats wrong?" "I um have something to tell you." He looked down and couldn't meet my eyes. "What is it Alan?" my heart started beating fast and i felt like i was about to have a panic attack. "I um have a girlfriend." And that's when my heart broke.
NOT MUCH I KNOW! IT'S JUST A LITTLE SOMETHING FOR ME TO START THINKING AND ADDING ON!! I HOPE U SOME WHAT LIKED THIS FIRST CHAPTER!! :D