May 20, 2015
Dear Diary, its been awhile, I haven't been writing in here lke im supposed to. alot has been going on, jay came back a few months ago we kinda talk, whenever he decides to texts me back. It kinda hurts my feelings that he ignores me like everyone else... we had an argumentg a few days ago he thought I was being bratty because I wanted his attention. I wasn't tryna be I just missed him alot and I don't know maybe I did over do it I should've just given him his space. I'm so annoying. maybe he'll break up with me soon and leave me like I knew he would. It's understable though nobody wants to be around the fat sad kid who's family doesn't love him.
Anyway graduation is in 10 days and i'm so excited. I got accepted into four colleges and I can't wait to make a decison, prom is in 4 days and I decided I wouldn't go, jay asked someone else so even if I wanted to I don't have a date. I just saved all the money that I was gonna spend on a tux and shoes and stuf and I just would spend it on things for my dorm. I can't wait till its over I can start over and maybe be able to be happier.
thats all for now,
Love, Cordae
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