Squad+1 more

Going on tour

Jess's pov
*jess comes back from a bad day of school*
I walked into the house and was greeted by my brother squid/David "right pack your bags you, were going on tour" he said while clapping his hands, I walk upstairs not saying anything and went to my room to go pack all of my things it took me about an hour to pack everything I wanted to take I walked out of the room and went downstairs to see squid and Tom waiting for me "it's about time" Tom joked, I just looked down and smiled
"Everything all right?" Squid asked looking confused but also concerned "yeah, yeah, everything's fine" I replied with a sigh still looking down "mmkay" squid said not believing me, we made our way to the car, where squid was driving and me and Tom were in the back, I just plugged my headphones in my phone and played music, "we're picking up stampy and ash on the way to the airport ok" he said while looking through the mirror I just nodded and went back to my phone when Tom tapped me on the shoulder "what's up?" He asked with a sight "it's nothing" I said fighting the urge to cry (I'd just been really badly bullied at school and just felt really down about it) "cmon I know you better than that Jess, I mean I am your brother for god sake" he said getting a little frustrated "Tom I've just had a rough day at school that's all" I said looking at the floor of the car
"No ones bullying you are they?" He asked now sounding concerned, at the time I really didn't want to make a fuss about it so I told him no

"Right we've arrived at stampy's house, who can spot the cat then?" Squid asked trying to lighten the mood I just smiled and we saw stampy at his front gate, he got into the front with squid "hello" he said cheery as always "ugh can't believe I have to spend the next 3 weeks with you lot, haha" stampy joked we all laughed and went to pick up ash who sat in the back with me and Tom, Tom was on the left hand side, ash was in the middle and I was on the right hand side, about half way to the airport ash then realised something was up, "you alright?" He asked me in a quiet voice, for some reason I felt like I could tell ash anything like there's somethings I can't tell squid or Tom just because I don't want them worrying or anything

Ash is really good at keeping secrets and I knew he wouldn't tell anyone I sighed "no I'm not, I-I'll tell you when we get to the hotel  I don't want to tell you when there's a lot of people around" I said to him and started crying a little bit, he put his arm around me and I buried my head into his chest "hey hey, it's ok, okay tell me as soon as we get to the hotel" he said "ok" I replied wiping my eyes "promise" he said looking at me with a Stern look "I promise" I replied

Ash was like another brother to me but one I can tell literally anything too, don't get me wrong I can tell Tom and squid absolutely anything too, but there's somethings that Tom and squid would get super worried and overprotective and sometimes overreact which I loved, I loved that their always looking out for me, but it does sometimes get a bit much and I know if I tell ash he wouldn't be as protective probably because I'm not his sister, but he does sometimes