Ohh baby

Chapter 1: The End

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Two Years Ago...

Gwen's POV

"We are never breaking up." he smiled, sweetly.

"Promise?" I asked.

"Promise."

And we sealed that with a kiss. Cliche, I know. But somehow it felt like the sincerest thing that ever happened to me. Kevin and I are together, forever and ever.

Present...

Gwen's POV

I look at the thermometer like thing on my palm.

2 lines.

What does that mean?! Box box! Where are you?! Ahh there.

one line means not pregnant.

two lines...

PREGNANT. oh shit oh shit oh shit!

Kevin's going to freak. How am I suppose to tell him? We just started University and he's been acting all weird the past few weeks. That's definitely because of the stress. How will I tell him?! Damn it.

Well, damn, I'll just have to tell im today. Good thing he asked me to meet up with him. Gonna get dressed. Comfy shirt and jeans, that ought to do it.

I dress up and run straight out of the house. I start my car and go. There's no traffic and in no time I'm parking in front of our favorite diner. It's not a busy diner, there's rarely anyone inside most of the time.

I see him sitting on our favorite booth. Shit, I'm getting really nervous. He's still not himself. He wasn't smiling. Huh. That makes it a lot harder to tell him. But I needed to, can't hide my big tummy for nine months right? Shit. I'm rambling but what can I so, I'm pregnant. That's kind of hard to accept right now.

"Hi love!" I greet him. I peck his cheek lightly.

He just gives me a small smile and I sat down opposite him.

We just seat there. We don't even look each other in the eyes. Shit, this is getting uncomfortable. Might as well tell him now.

"I need to tell you something." we both said at the same time.

We stop, blink at each other a few times.

"Uhm, you go first." he said.

"No no no, you go first." I laugh nervously. I so do not want to go first. My nonexistent yet baby bump can wait.

He doesn't speak for a few seconds.

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"I'm breaking up with you, Gwen." he says quietly.

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Did he just say he's breaking up with me? Can't be. He promised.

"What?" I asked.

"I'm breaking up with you." He looks straight at me. "I... I met someone else. I love her, Gwen. It would be unfair for you, for her and for me if I didn't end us now. She loves me, too. I need to do this. I'm not happy anymore and sooner or later, you won't be too because I won't be able to give you all my love. It's just unfair for all of us. You'll always be my first love. But that's not enough to stay with you anymore. I'm sorry, Gwen, but we're over."

Well, I could give him credit for his incredible monologue.He's breaking up with me. I just can't process that right now. I just sit there, staring at nothing. I wasn't even aware that after saying those words, he left me. He says he's not happy anymore. Now, damn, how can I tell him I'm pregnant? Shit, not important right now, Gwen. I love him. And now, he's no longer mine.

No longer mine. Shit. This is so messed up. What to do... what to do...

That's right. Call Caleb.

I dial his number and wait. Come on. Cay... pick up.

"Hulloh?" his sleepy voice greeted me.

"C-cay?"

"Gwen? Hey, are you okay?" he seems awake now.

"Can you pick me up at the diner?"

"Now? Yeah, yeah. I'll be there in five."

"T-thanks, Caleb."

And he disconnects the call. Now, all I could do is wait.

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I hear the door open. His footsteps are so heavy. He will never be a good secret agent. Hell, what am I thinking? Caleb seats where Kevin sat a few minutes ago. He still has his bedhair. His shirt was worn the wrong side up, and his smurfs boxers were halfway showing from inside his jeans. I didn't know if I should laugh at his state or cry because of what happened with Kevin.

"Gwen, what happened?" he asked. He looked so concerned that I couldn't help it. I cried. I cried so hard.

"He broke up with me, Cay." I managed to say.

He curses no one in particular and seats beside me. He hugs me and just shushes me, telling me that it was going to be okay. But everything's not okay. I'm pregnant. I don't have my own house, my own job and the father of my baby just broke up with me. I was barely eighteen and my parents would not like it one bit if I go home telling them that I have a baby growing inside my uterus. I just feel like I wouldn't be able to stop crying. But hell, after a while I quiet down. Caleb silently ushers me to his car and off we go, probably to his house.

"Cay, I think you should stop over for a while." I said, quietly.

He obliges and stops on the side of he road. We were silent.

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"I'm pregnant." I said.

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"Fuck." he replied.

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"Yeah, fuck."