guilt

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Will's POV

After the ambulance picked George, Josh and Alex, the only ones left were me, Niall and James we were all still in shock. One of our friends wanted to commit suicide and the person we least expect to do it. We knew George kept everything and when I mean everything I mean absoloutly everything. He was the quietest of the group the scardey cat, well that's what I call him. We always had well we still have fights with the group 'Sidemen' the group name always made me and Josh laugh. Me and Josh knew each other before we met the others, he's like a brother to me..

Alex's POV

We got in the ambulance.. I was in shock as to what just happened.. I looked on my right seeing Josh hands on his face..I could hear his little sobs that he tried to hide, I know how it feels but I couldn't, George always told me "don't cry for me, only cry for yourself" I knew that George didn't like that people "cared" for him, he hated that feeling of peoples eyes on him. His like the outcast of our group, we are his only friends, unlike us we have alot of friends.. it's cause we're social, but George he's even scared from a little butterfly, how could he talk to a person? That's why I was in his life, our mothers knew each other really well so did Josh's mom, but my mom and his mom had a bit of rivaly, just like us, but now we're both here next to George just like our mothers did for George's mom.
George's mom has been in a coma for 1 week she's still breathing so that's a good sign..the only people who know about it is me and Josh that's why we're so worried about George all the time, it's cause we don't wanna lose him, the other boys don't know it cause George doesn't feel comfortable telling them..

Time skip

We all got to the hospital, me and Josh had to wait before we could go see George...

"Hey" Josh said

"Hm?" I answered

"Remember when I told you if anything happens you could call me?" He questioned

"Yeah I know, but you don't have too, I mean you were drunk so that wasn't a promise and you don't like me an-" I got cut off by Josh

"No, no I'm being honest, I know George loves you with all of his heart and wouldn't want lose you. And actually I wouldn't want to lose you too...

"Wait, really?" Is all I could comprehend in my mouth

"I know our mothers had a bit of rivaly because of George's mom and well if you think about it we're the same" he chuckles

"Heh, I know I just really hope his mother is fine and why wouldn't you wanna lose me?"

"Cause it's fun to have a rival" he grins

"Okay shut up or I might do seduko" I joke

Both of us laugh...maybe George is a good influence for him.. I smile about the thought...

Okay that's it..I've gotten lazy and school is gonna happen so these won't be coming soon so yeet

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