The Big Messes In Our Head

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How many of you afraid of going to school? How many of you thinks that your fat?
How many of you feels that you're not enough?
How many of you feels that the world is unfair?

That's the point! A lots of people! Me too...
It's midnight and tomorrow the school begins...I can't sleep cuz I'm afraid of the school. My classmates are terrible...i have only one friend and i actually thankful for her.
I love this school but my classmates are absolutely unfriendly and mean. What ami i talking about?
I thought that we're friends with a girl. I told her that I has a crush on one of my classmates and she's told to everyone in the class. They made rude jokes behind my back and laugh on me.

That was a really bad period...i cried every day...and sometimes when i think about this again I cry again..and again...and again...

And this is just cuz I'm not anorexic thin, and I listen to Kpop. I have a lots of things i interested in but noone knows who i am in real. They see the nerd, they think I'm a little bit O.D.D... and the person who knows me the most in the school...the only friend i get...noone likes her...except me.

You see? This is all cuz our preconceptions are wrong. We don't want to realise that we were wrong about the other person. We don't want get to know  the person who is looks a bit weird or nerd.

And this makes you feel that you're not enough. You're not enough...
Then you thinks you're fat cuz you thought they don't like you cuz you're not skinny.
That was with me as well...I started a diet...a really bad diet...i had to go home a lots of times cuz i felt dizzy or i had stomachache.
Please, you who watching this...don't do this! I did this...and this is not healthy...care about yourself first...

I won't tell you these sentences you always heared from the others like "don't worry about" I tell you that if you tell these to a good friend...she/he will help you. But be careful who you thinks you're friend...

I hope you will change your mind and won't do these big mistakes like me...your family loves you...I love you...
Appreciate yourself 💜