Remember Me

Chapter 5

Lucy's POV//

The door swung open behind me and I took a deep breath.. "Lucy?" Asked luke and I spun around. "Oh my god you're okay." He said and wrapped me in a big hug. A good hug.. A tight glad to see me hug.. He pulled away and looked at me and gasped. "What happened to your face?" He asked checking my cheek.. "Nothing.." I whispered barely able to speak. "Where have you been?" He asked. "Around.." I whispered. "Why didn't you come to the concert?" He asked. "I'm here now aren't i..." I muttered and he sighed.. "What's going on?" He asked. "Nothing.." I said slowly. "Don't do this." He said. "Do what?" I muttered. "Act like it's all okay. I know you're lying." He said and I shook my head and turned away from him leaning on the railing of the balcony. "Lets just say alots gone on since you left okay?" I muttered and he leaned on the railing next to me and I could feel him looking at me. "You look exhausted.." He muttered. "Haven't gotten much sleep.." I sighed. "You don't look like you've been eating enough either.." He said. I shrugged. "How about this.. Let's go get some coffee and you can explain to me all that happened." He said. "Don't you have a supermodel to get back to?" I muttered. "What's that supposed to mean?" He asked. "Forget it." I muttered. "Tell me." He said. "It just means that you have people better then me to worry about.. That's all.." I muttered running my finger over the name someone carved into the railing. "Don't say that." He said. "It's true!" I said louder then I meant then sighed. "It's true.. It's been true." I whispered. "C'mon.. Let's go.." Luke said and took my hand..

I sat at the booth at the old coffee shop me and luke used to go to all the time while luke ordered coffee.. Luke had texted his mom that me and him were going for coffee and that he'd be home late and now here we were..

He walked back and sat in front of me at the booth. "Here ya go.." He muttered and sat in front of me and added cream to his coffee. He likes his with 3 of the little things of cream where I liked mine black. "Now spill." He said sipping his coffee. "Okay.. But you gotta promise not to get mad at me.. Or do anything out of anger.." I said. "I promise.." He said. "I guess it started after me and you had a fight.. I started hanging out with Jackson.. He was nice and sweet and joking at first.. But I guess he snapped or something.. I was writing on my laptop while he was over and you know how when I'm writing I kinda forget to listen?" I asked and luke nodded. "Well I did that and he got mad and took the laptop.. At first he just kissed me and I was okay with it but...." I sighed. "But what?" Asked luke. "H-he raped me.." I whispered not looking at luke. "And then he left and I tried to forget it but then the next day at school I got pushed against my car and I was unconscious and I don't know what exactly happened.. I just woke up alone.. And I went to my house and he was there.. So that's when I ended up going to your moms for the night.. Then I left and went back to my house and his friends were there.. And it went on like that non stop.. Every time I tried to go there I couldn't.. So I've been staying in my car.. I stopped paying rent and I guess someone kicked them out.. And I changed my cell phone number so they'd stop calling and stuff.. And then things were okay for awhile.. Really good.. But then I was leaving the bookstore yesterday and Jackson got to me in the parking lot and punched me.." I muttered and took a deep breath.. "And now I'm here with you.." I muttered. "Why didn't you call me?" He asked. "I didn't wanna bug you." I said and he shook his head. "Why didn't you go to the police?" He asked. "I'm sick of dealing with them.." I muttered thinking about the past few years. "You need help.. You gotta be safe. And not living in your car.." He said. "Yeah well I'm not.. Jackson and his stupid friends are after me.." I said. "So? You can still be safe." Said luke. "How?" I asked. "You gotta go to the police." He said. "I stabbed Jackson.." I muttered. "What?" He asked. "I stabbed Jackson in the shoulder when he attacked me last night with a pocket knife.." I said. "Seriously!?" He asked and I nodded. "I just.. I don't know what to do anymore.. This has gotten all so out of hand.." I whispered and he nodded.. "Okay we'll figure this out together.." He said and reached across the table and took my hand. "Really?" I asked and he nodded. "I'm not going anywhere without you again.." He said with a smile.

*later*

I sat with luke in his room. We were eating popcorn and somewhat watching mean girls but mainly on his laptop trying to figure out how much trouble Jackson would get in when we told her police. "He'd get like 15-25 years of jail time." Luke said finally having it figured out.. "That's good I guess.." I muttered and luke nodded. "What else is there?" He asked closing the laptop and looking at me. "It's weird... Having you back here.. I feel like you're just gonna leave again." I muttered. "Don't say that. I'm not gonna." He said and wrapped me in a hug and I hugged him back. "I missed you.." He whispered. "I missed you too.." I whispered. He pulled away and looked at me.. Leaning in to kiss me when there was a knock at the door and we both pulled away. "Hey kiddos how about I order a pizza for you two." Said Luke's mom. "Sure. Thanks mom." Luke said and she smiled. "You're welcome." She said and walked out. "Alright so back to this jail stuff.." Muttered luke starting to open his laptop but I stretched up and kissed him quick and then pulled away.. "What was that for?" He asked. "For helping me." I said and he smiled and leaned over and kissed me. The kiss got very passionate and deepened and suddenly the doorbell rang and we pulled away from eachother out of breath.. "I'm gonna get the door.." He muttered. "Ok." I whispered and he got up and left.

He kissed me. Does that mean he likes me? I like him a little but I don't know what to do for this.. What do I say?

I ignored my thoughts and got up and walked out of his bedroom to see the supermodel Natalie wrapped in his arms kissing him and I gasped.. She pulled away and looked at me. "Whoops.. I didn't know you had company sweetie.. Hi I'm Natalie." She said sweetly and held a hand out to me. I shook her hand and grabbed my purse from the couch and tugged on my jacket. "I'm Lucy. And I was just leaving." I said glaring at luke as I walked out to the front door but he grabbed my arm. "Wait luc. Don't go." He said. "You have company." I said and tugged away from his grip and walked to my car. I was mid way to my car when luke ran and stopped in front of me. "I'll tell her it's over. Don't go Lucy." He said. "If you were gonna tell her it was over you shoulda done it when she walked in." I said trying to walk past him but he blocked me. "Lucy I only want you here not her." He said. "Bullshit." I said. "Listen to me Lucy I-" he started. "No you listen to me!" I cut him off. "I thought maybe we had a chance at something after we kissed and I actually felt sparks and I thought you really cared but I was fucking wrong! You're busy with your slut and that's fine by me but don't ever kiss me or touch me or go near me again because I can't deal with the fact that everytime I see you I love you a little more and I'm done loving you while you're off fucking your whore!" I screamed and he stood there speechless and I reached in my bag and pulled out my book and threw it at him and he caught it easily of course. "I wrote a stupid book about you." I said and walked past him and to my car and got in and drove away crying....