unxpecting the expecting

"town Slut"

"why are you sutch a slut?" my bestiy looked at me in Discus . "hay!" I looked to the ground.. But looking at my short short crop top did not help... "your right" I sighed "when am I never!" we laughed.

Me and Beth have been friends forever she's all ways been there for me... But I haven't for her...ive been so cought up with bing populer I guess I just didn't want people to know that I had a friend who was a loser.

I know that sounds mean and all but in high school we have stages in life like... the losers (Beth and her friends) the jocks, nerds, wannabes, and me sanntaner, the head chearleader...

Every day I put on my Cherleading costume and put my long black hair into a high ponytail. And I just look,into the mirror and talk to myself.

Growing up I never had my mum or dad home. My mum would always just go out and get drunk, while my dad would Go sleeping with another chick. I would learn to take care of myself, I was depressed but things changed when i turned 16.

I got my own place and Beth moved in. She knows I will always have boys over so she hides in her room and puts  her headphones on.

"sanntaner who was that boy last night he was Not a stranger was he?" I pulled a "oops" Face. "Sanntaner!" "I'm sorry I'm sorry! We met at the club and he was cute ya know bing the head chearleader isn't easy ya know you got to bang a guy every second to keep on bing popular!" I sighed. "well at least you use protection!" " umm" " santanner"
"I'm sorry!" my friend looked at me in shame "one day your gunna get knocked up and you cam do any thing about, It's like you want to ruin your life! If you have a baby! That's it! No cheerleading scolership!"

I left the house and just walked my bight blue scirt blowed in the wind. I passed lots of houses they all looked the same, plain white house with brown door but this one was different.. The house was rambow with a rambow door! It was so beautiful! I looked in the window to  see the most gorgeous man I have ever seen but I knew him.. HE WAS ONE OF THE JOCKS FROM School! But... I looked at him closer He was the one who bullyed me while I was drunk! I think I remember some of it though it was faint!

It was fun Friday, I was just partying and dancing with my friends and taking every shot as the tray went by. My red tight dress brought all the boys and girls on me! It was like a dream come true. This one boy caught my eyes the same boy, His name was noah ... l liked him a lot so then we started kissing and he led me to his room ....