We stayed at the cottage a bit longer than planned almost a month! and i wasn't showing much of the baby bump but soon i think i will. In a week we have the ball then that weekend, graduation. Im happy they are so close because i didn't want the whole school to know about my little person. Me and Ni are standing near the river, its actually pretty cold cause its the start of winter, light snow is falling down, his standing behind me with his hands on my belly "So, you ready to find out who this little person is?" Niall said and i knew he was smiling, i smiled too. "Yeah can't wait!" i couldnt help the massive smile on my face "We will check in the doctors on the way home to see and we will actually get to see her or him" Ni said spinning me around. "Okay future parents its time to go!" Pat yelled as out friends got into the van, we walked up and sat in the middle cause Niall thought i might hurt myself or the baby by jumping over the seat "Ni...im not even showing much yet" i laughed "I know i just don't want the two most important things in my life to get hurt" he kissed my head as we started to drive off.
"well....here are the photos of your little baby boy!" smiled the doctor i cried a little and rubbed my belly, Ni took the photos and ran his finger along the picture "My little fella" he said getting emotional, i grabbed his hand and he embraced me in a tight hug. We walked out the hospital room again with all our friends waiting, "SO WHAT IS IT?!!!!?" They all scream. "Guys calm down!! You don't wanna scare my little boy" Ni said smiling "OMG IT'S A BOY!!!!" Steph yelled we all laughed and left.
We first dropped off everyone then headed to my house, my parents weren't home so we went in and started packing I sat down on my bed "you know I've had this room since I was five" I laughed a bit looking around the room remembering the memory of getting my own room as a little girl in my princess outfit running around the room with its pink walls empty but now filled with band posters, calendars, photos. "My bed hasn't changed either I still find it pretty hard to sleep In it cause I have to curl up" I continue "Wow...this is probably the last time ill see this place" I say a bit sad "Heyyyy it's ok babe" Niall soothes me "We can live together in the lake house and make more memories for this little guy" he tickled my belly which caused me to giggle "and any other kids we have" I smiled and leant into him. "Well lets get going then?" He asks "yeah, just one second" I say he nods and walks out side with the boxes. I get a blank piece of paper and start writing...
Mum, Dad.
I don't know if ill call you that anymore which makes me sad, I remember us always going to the park and having heaps of fun. I know it must be hard to know your 18 year old daughter is having a baby, so I don't hold anything against you for kicking me out. I will admit I was upset that you did but I understand, you probably won't be a part of the babies life unless you want to be? But me and Ni and moving to a place of our own and I just want to say for the last time, Thanks for everything Love your little girl, Bella x
With that I left a photo of the baby scan next to the paper and slowly walking out taking one last look at the house and closed the door.
