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#heartsandflowers
Chapter 1
Love exacerbates the hurt that we feel seeing the person that we love with someone else. That's how I felt when Chad left and chose Chloe over me; but that's a couple of years ago. Chad was my first serious boyfriend and the first guy I slept with, but I guess we are never meant for each other. I realized that I deserve better than him.
The alarm just woke me up from my nightmare. I dreamt about Chad hooking up with another girl. When will I accept the fact that Chad and I are never getting back together? It's been a year but I still feel the same. The hurt is still there making my heart so ill.
School year is about to start, I am so happy that this will be my last year in the University. I will not see Chad anymore and I could look for a job that suits me.
"kate!" Jasper shouted as he ran towards me. "Hi Jas! "I greeted and gave him a hug.
Well, Jasper is my friend since first year college. He is Chad's best friend but I can never hate him just because Chad and I are not in good terms. I could say that our friendship is special. He treats me like his baby sister and I like it that way.
"Were hanging out at Dave's place later, wanna come?" Jasper asked while chewing his gum. I glared at him showing my disapproval. "You obviously know that i don't hang- out that much right? especially with your friends. I mutter giving him a serious look.
"Okay, okay just hoping that you would come" "I'll see you later then!" He mutters pinching my nose.
"Fine! I so hate it when you pinch my nose". I hissed. He patted my head and smiled at me as he moved away.
Jasper and I are very close to each other and I like the way he treats me though it feels awkward sometimes.
"Kate..Katie..." I heard someone calling my name outside the window so I opened and checked who it was. "Jas, I thought you're not coming anymore, it's late..."
"Come up here" I whispered as I sat back at my bed side. He climbed up the ladder on the side of my window. I was sitting on my bedside when Jasper entered the room. Jasper is always going to my place since freshmen. He would always sneak out from my parents because he knows that my parents would not allow me to have boys inside my room, but I don't mind having Jasper at all.
"What's up?" "Nothing, just reading a book to keep myself busy" I replied looking at him. "Um..Um.. I have something to tell you" he muttered looking so nervous. "Hey, It really seems to bother you, tell me" I replied as I stared at him. He looked away and paused for a while. Before he could say anything, a thought came out of my mind and I blurted it out. " I knew it! You're gay. That's why you have been so weird these few days because you want to tell me who you really are, that is why you've been so distant. I can see from his face that he got mad about what I said. " Wha..what the hell are you talking about? He grumbled as his face turns red. I know that Jasper was mad because his face always turns red every time he is. My mind turned blank gazing at him. I cannot even utter a word. Gosh, I don't really know why I said those words.
"Katie, baby can I come in? "
"Talk to you tomorrow" Jasper bid goodbye as he dashed out of my room.
I never got the time to answer back because I was preoccupied by the commotion that happened. After a minute, I opened the door for mom.
" Hi baby, why took you so long to open the door?" mom asked as she roam around the room as if checking something. " I was in the bathroom when you knocked mom" I replied, reassuring her that I was the only one here in my room. " I just want to give this to you baby/" Mom said as she handed out a necklace. "Oh mom, It's beautiful! " I was examining the necklace when I realized that I was crying. I don't know why I am such a baby and I really hate it. " Oh baby, don't cry. It's from your granny; I promised her to give that necklace to my first daughter and now, it is your turn to take care of it." mom said as she helped me wear the necklace. "Enough with the drama baby, get some rest." mom kissed me goodnight and switched off the light in my room.
I am very lucky to have good and loving parents. They are very sweet and caring to me and my younger brother Nathan. They provide us with all our needs and they treat us fairly.
Laying on my bed, the thought of Jasper came in my mind. " Is he gay? I asked myself as I try to recall the things that happened earlier. "What keeps bothering him so much? I keep on asking myself so many questions as I tried to puzzle my thoughts.
End of Chapter 1
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