Okay so this is my first story ever.. English is not such a good subject for me and i cant spell to safe my life.. But im hopeing that by puting this on here that it can make me a beter writer.. So please dont be to hard on me..
Chapter 1
Its 1am and i can't sleep, its gone be a long night.. Ive been trying to go to sleep for the past 3 hours, but it seems my mind just wount shut off.. Its been happening alot latly, or well since ive realised that its my birthday soon.. Your probibly wondering who i am. Well my names Zoe im 5'6 and im pretty averige, i have long brown curly hair with some purple streeks in them and these piercing green eyes. I also have a few tattoos and piercings.
Im turning 23 in 2 weeks, god i cant believe it. How did time fly so fast? Just yesterday i was having an awesum 21st party with all of my friends and now i dont even see half of them eneymore.. This is wat keeps me up most nights, how could things have changed so much and yet not at all? I feel so lost, i have no idea were i want my life to go. I dont have this amazing career or a beutifull apartment or even a dog or cat that can keep me warm at night. All i have is this small room at the back of someones house, a bike to get to work on and payments thats due every month.. Aah the wonderful life of the working class.
I constantly feel out of place, theres sepose to be more to life than this,right? Isint it sepose to be exciteing and daring and isint there sepose to be this big love of my life? The person that sweeps me off my feet? I know im young and i still have my whole life infront of me, but it just feels like its never gone happen.. I need more than this, more than just getting up and gouing to work just so i can bearly make a living, but this is the real life not one of my many books that i love to read at night..
These thoughts keep sirceling in my mind and i just cant make them stop. This is way im not such a big fan of my birthday. It makes me realise just how little ive acheved in my life and just how lonley i realy am. I only realy have one friend that wil always be there for me.. The others are good for gouing to partys but you can never count on them wen you need someone..
My best friends name is Kacy(like KC), she's been with me through so much! She's 25years old and marryed to this wonderful man. She was there for me wen my perants kicked me out the house wen i was 20 years old cause i told them that i liked woman, they took me in and helped me get on my feet.. She helped me find a place to stay and a job that i can live off. I could never thank her enough for wat shes done for me.
