Broken Lovers- A Nemi Story

Chapter 11

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DEMI

I'm so stupid! I hate myself I really ducked up big time! God, I knew this party was a bad idea. So many thoughts were running through my mind I wanted to relapse so hard but I knew it wasn't to answer. Not now anyway. I heard a knock at the door and it was Nick. He was the last person I needed I didn't want him to see me this way!

He came down to my level and held me tight as though he would lose me. I wanted to talk and let things out but my sobs were too powerful. It felt like days, just sat in his arms but I stood up and washed my face. I was a wreck to say the least. I needed to just go home or at least get out of here.

"N-Nick.."

He quickly scrambled to his feet never letting go of my gaze.

"Is everything okay? Come on lets get out of here"

I sharply nodded and followed him out of the club. I had a few strange looks but I kept my head down I must have looked horrendous. We slowly drove home because Nick was concentrating on me rather than on the road. He finally cut the silence and spoke. "Look dems, I know you don't want to talk about this and I'm not going to force you but you have to talk about it sooner or later. I don't care if it's to me or anyone! You just can't bottle it up, I know what it does. Now, we can either take I right and head to your place and I'll drop you off. Or we can go straight ahead to my place and you can stay the night and we can talk in the morning. Just take a moment to think about it. You don't want to do anything you will regret and your not in a safe place right now are you?"

I shook my head. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to go home and just lay in bed but I knew that wouldn't happen. I wanted nicks arms around me so I knew I couldn't do anything. But did I want to do something? I replied. Slowly but surely. "C-could I go home please?"

His smile faded and he grabbed my hand and nodded "if only you're sure, it's your choice baby"

With that I cracked. Hearing him say baby just made me go into histerics. I felt him squeeze my hand harder and he drove straight ahead. Nicks it was.

When we arrived at his home I looked around for his parents or brothers but the house was silent.

"Dont worry they are visiting my grandparents. I'm guessing Joe and Kevin are still at the party come on, you looked exhausted head upstairs and I'll bring some water and blankets up."

I smiled at him and practically sprinted up the stairs. I was so uncomfortable in this dress all I could smell was alcohol and cigarettes. I decided to ask Nick for some clothes when he came upstairs and he handed me some sweats. "Do you need a long sleeved top?" I froze, he thought I'd relapsed. I frantically shook my head. "Nick" my voice was hoarse but I continued "I'm fine, I haven't done anything. But it's kinda chilly in here so whatever you have is fine" he nodded a handed me a baggy jumper. We hopped into bed and I fell asleep almost immediately. 

Nick

I was so worried about demi. Ever since she came out of the party she didn't talk. It was like she didn't trust what she was going to say. It made me panic more when she wanted something long sleeve. Yes she explained herself but she knew how to lie. I prayed to God she would be able to tell me what happened in the morning. It couldn't come quick enough as I heard demi snoring almost instantly. I wrapped my arms around her and eventually drifted off.

The next morning I woke up to the smell of coffee lingering from downstairs. I noticed that demi wasn't in bed no more so I assumed she was in the bathroom. I went down stairs to get both me and demi a black coffee but to my suprise she was up, ready and talking to Joe.

"Jesus what time is it?" I asked looking around. It was only 9, what were they both doing up especially after last night.

"Dont worry Jonas, me and Joe just wanted a coffee no biggy" demi giggled and went back to talking to Joe. I over heard them as I poured myself I mug and it was like last night never happened. They were talking about who was there and who got off with who without a care in the world. I gave demi and glare and headed to my room hoping she would follow. Which she did.

"Hey, is everything okay Nick?"

"What do you mean 'is everything okay' shouldn't I be asking you the same thing? You can go from one extreme to another. I'm really worried about what happened last night and I come down stairs to see you acting like it never happened."

She was startled and a flash of pain inflicted her eyes as she remembers the events of last night. She quickly grabbed her purse and left without a goodbye or an explaination. I was left shocked. Speechless.